Funny, after a decade i found out something. I kept special feeling for one person and then one fine afternoon while chatting, accidentally i opened it to him, only to found that that he felt exactly the same feeling i used to feel for him before, haha! And now that we both knew it, all we can do is to laugh about it. Ewan kung nakakatawa or nakakainis!
Eto pa, i love to go back to school again SANA to finish my BS Psychology, kaso lack of time and money. Tapos may nameet naman ako, may money and time, lack of interest naman. Sana nagswitch na lang kami, kung pwede ko nga lang hingin na lang yung pang tuition nya. Nakakainggit diba?
Speaking of school, recently i enrolled for Photoshop, kasi i thought parang interest ko sya. But when my class begun, narealized ko mas gusto ko pala talaga tapusin ang BS Psych ko. ang gulo noh? Pag gustong gusto mo at naibigay sayo bigla na lang mawawala yung gana mo, then after, makikita mo na lang di mo tuloy naibigay yung best mo for that particular thing.
Tapos may habol ng habol sakin. I switch off my cp para if ever he will call me, makulit e, he will know na im not with that number already. But then wala naman na talaga ko dun, kasi smart yun, im in globe now, extra umber na lang yun. Pero everytime na inoopen ko, natityempuhan nyang open. Ewan nga kung magaling sya tyumempo o ganun sya kapersistent na abangan ako. And funny, because i keep on dreaming of this one guy to be mine, na alam ko naman na di pwede at di na mangyayari yun. Samantalang may habol ng habol sakin. And to think pa, im not that beautiful para maghabol sya ng ganun, at lalo naman di ko sya ginayuma. Nakakatawang nakakainins, yung di mo gusto hinahabol ka, yung gusto mo hinahabol mo. Ironic diba? Ironic o Karma? Haha, whatever!
Ang daming beses na nangyayari sakin yung mga ganitong pangyayari, I wonder tuloy if what's the message of this. There were things happened to me kasi I thought it was perfect, I thought I have it, and as years passed by you will realized its not mine pala, and it never was pala, or worst i will never ever have it.
Huh! Whatever, salamat na lang may naka imbento ng blogsite, free ako mag express ng nararamdaman. Sabi nga ni Alanis Morissette, "Life has a funny way of sneaking up on you". I'll just stick to it na lang.
