Expectancy Value Theory, Yes It did happen to me, Kanina! :)

Early this morning I am torn between two things. Me and my classmates were planning to go to Eco Park since last week, but since its final period, everyone is catching up for their grades. So I end up canceling the event the other night. But since I was the one who brought up that idea, they are forcing me to continue and let the others if they don't want to come with us. I was about to go when a text message from a friend bangs my cell phone saying "ngyn daw magpapacheck up si rochelle 'te". She is pertaining to a common friend who 's not feeling well since last week. At that very moment, I made a second thought on going with my classmates in Eco Park. Will it be enjoyable for me to go with them, or I will just go with my friend to have her medical check up? A minute gone by and I made up my mind, I'll just go with my classmates to see a doctor.

When I was in school, I saw mine friend, she looked so problematic. A friend of my is with me, happened to her friend also. So what we did, after our class, we went with her on the clinic to have her check up. After 30 minutes a result was released by her doctor, stating that she needs to have an X-ray. But since she was short in her budget, she decided to have it on the next day. So the three of us went to Jollibee to have or lunch, and she answers all the expenses. :)

Just a few minutes, I saw the pictures being uploaded by my fellow classmates who went to Eco Park, the view was so beautiful, the ambiance was so peaceful and refreshing. I regret a bit, because somehow its my obsession to go to a place like that , to see a view like those what I saw in the pictures. It seems so relaxing!

But, upon realizing, somehow I won't exchange the feeling that you are with a friend in their lowest moment or should I say when they need a moral support of a friend than those of beautiful views that can be seen if time permits. Nothing is more relaxing, that at the end of the day, you know that you made a friend or a person feel loved. Maari mong balikan ang isang lugar na andyan lang, pero hindi ang pagkakataong maiparamdam sa isang tao na ikaw ay nariyan lang.

Bottom line, pwede pa mamasyal sa Eco Park, next time with Rochelle. :)

Pag-Asa by True Faith

I was used to watched "Don't Cry My Love" in TV 5 before. I like the story and the characters, particularly Miguel. But one thing that made me hooked to that Koreanovela is the song used to be its' soundtrack. Pag-asa by True Faith. There is a particular line in that song that caught my interest.

"Siya lamang ang may alam
Kung papaano mapapawi ang lungkot ko"

Totally nakakarelate ako sa lines. Because for once in my life, there is one particular person who knows how to made me smile in the midst of pain, and knows how to turn a terrible day into special one. And until now, at this very moment while I'm constructing this entry, NO ONE can ever do the same thing as He did. Without saying a word, without confessing what i feel, He know when I'm sad, when I'm tired, when I'm stressed and pretending to be okay. He knew what and how exactly i feel. He even knows when I'm lying and just trying to hide my feelings. And He will try to make that particular moment to turn into jolly moment.

"Malayo ka man
Pag-ibig mo'y ramdam na ramdam ooh-ooh"

But now, He's gone and too bad we don't have any communication. But at least, for once in my life I feel how it is to be treated that way. And until now, I still cherish those moments. Although He is far, I still feel His presence. And I still feel loved.

I'm just happy that True Faith made a song that would described best how our situation used to be.

Quotable Quotes 2

"you are entitled to act on what you believed is normal, as long as you know the word limitations"

-mr. simplicio "ace" casiban II (my Human Development prof)

"make a positive change to other,no matter how little"

-robert jaworski sr.

"ang ginawa mo sa kanan ay gawin mo sa kaliwa para balanse"

-mrs. benauro (my math 2 prof)

"a good food is like a time machine, it brings back memories"

-janice de belen

"changes means you learned, regardless if its positive or negative"

-mrs. joyce lardizabal-padilla (my gen. psych prof)