Space _______

I need space. Yung tipong, ako lang sa sarili kong mundo. A space where in I don't need to explain why I'm doing this and why I behave this way. Yung tipong I will behave in a manner na I'm comfortable, yung hindi ka sasabayan ng nasa paligid mo. Times where in you told them you need a space, they'll just give it without asking you "Why?" and "For what?"

My Ego says. . . . . . .

I believe that in life, we always have a choice. Actually, choices. I believe I have my choices, my options, my opinions, my freedom. And I won't allow anyone to take it away from me. Not even myself. So I better make up my mind now and choose.

I feel I am somewhat in the middle of emotional crisis at the moment. Maybe I guess I'm not that capable of choosing the right things to do and the right words to say, but definitely I will overcome this. I've been through this many times, and still I'm here. I believe in myself!

I have my choice, and I choose not to stay in that situation no more. I choose to stop. I realized it won't make any sense in the future. That won't hurt me that bad somehow, but I prefer to stopped things this early. And I believed I made the right choice. GOD bless me!

After all. . . . .

Sa buhay, lahat naman tayo may pagpipilian, lahat din naman tayo may pangalawang pagkakataon, alamin lang natin kung paano natin ito muling makukuha.

Week that was, week ahead

Its been quite sometime since the last time I posted an entry, I misssss blogging so much! I'm so busy last time that I didn't have time to update my everdearest diary on the web. :)

Thank GOD I'm done with all my projects and reports, in the next few days I'll be participating in a quiz bee in our school, God bless me. I'm not expecting to get a place in that particular event. I am even thinking twice If I'm going to pursue it. What excites me is that logo making contest in our school. I have an idea in mind, hope it will come out the way I wanted.

Anyways, tomorrow my friend will deliver his share in our teaching demo subject, though we came from different section, but we are classmates in many subjects and we are both taking PMT or Principles and Methods of Teaching subject. In that particular subject we are required to have our teaching demonstration inside our room and for our final demo will be in other section. I'm done with my final demo, but this friend of mine seek a help from me. Which happens to so anxious about his piece. I don't know why he seemed so bother, that he's been preparing for such a loooooooooooong time and yet, still, not contented with his preparation. He's very intelligent, he has good looks, he's been a party host way back when he is still working, but I don't really understand why and where his anxiety came from? He knows what we will going to say, he reviewed it many times, but still he is sooooo bother. I feel sorry for him, that's why I decided to helped him the best way I can, any possible help that can minimize his anxiety. Hahaha! Everytime I see him, I couldn't help but to laugh inside me because of his appearance. Tomorrow will be his final demo, and I'm praying that he will make it. I'm wishing he will recall all the things we researched and all those words that he memorized. Hope he delivered well. :)


Also, by next week, my friend will be celebrating his birthday, I, or should I say WE decided to surprise him, hope he will appreciate what we prepare for him. And I'm excited because he will treat us for dinner. It will be fun for sure. I should not be eating too much before that so my stomach will be that empty, haha!


What a looooong week it was, and what an exciting week ahead of me. Mixture of exhausting and exciting and tiring but fun week. :)

:(

sad to say may mga tao na pinaglapit lang pero hindi pwede. . . . .