Dear Self,
You maybe having a hard time at the moment but endure it as long as you can, until you feel numb. Thats how you handle everything before, right? And sooner or later, you just find yourself that you have already overcome the uncertainties. That is you. Strong in the outside but dying in the inside, and you never let anyone get involve in your trouble. You have surpass many, and this is just one of them for sure.
Though its really painful that everything seems to be uncertain at the moment. People, situations, and fate. And you had no one to talk to about how you feel. Maybe youre tired of asking for time, and your in pain for the possibilities that always come accross your mind. The only thing you can do is to accept, if that will happen in time, and pray. Just pray. Because as you always knew, it gives you peace of mind.
Yes you did your best, that you can only do so much. Always remember that you cannot control what will happen, only God knows. And maybe God has a better plan for you. You've always know that. In these times, its best to remember that God loves you, UNCONDITIONALLY, beyond your failures, beyond your imperfections, beyond your sins, and beyond your shortcomings.
So, just take everything one step at a time, slowly, with humility and grateful heart. Never feel sorry for your self, because from the start, you have pure intention, let things be at the moment.
PS: ONE STEP AT THE TIME, YOURE GETTING THERE.
Love,
Self
