Pretty Faces I always Adore!

Hindi naman ako tibo, pero i always appreciate pretty faces, sexy bodies and beautiful woman from head to foot. Para kasing ang sarap sarap tignan ng mga babaeng may magandang mukha, regardless of the features of their faces and their races. Pero sabi nga, beauty is in the eye of the beholder, and to my eyes, they are the beauty that i always look at.

First is KRISTINE HERMOSA.

May tututol ba kung sabihin kong maganda yung face nya? Nagagandahan ako sa kanya, particularly sa mata nya. Although pangahan sya, bumagay naman sa kanya, plus ang hinhin pa nyang magsalita, nagcompliment sa aura ng mukha nya, and bagay din yung cliff chin nya. Pero hindi nya ko follower, wala lang, nagagandahan lang ako sa kanya, that's it.

Next is DONITA ROSE.

I remember nung bago pa lang sya sa showbiz, she was being called barbie doll. Most remembered sya during her commercial of Lux. Yung balikat nya, agaw attention. At that time, International VJ sya ng MTV Asia.

Sino nga ba makakalimot kay LEILA BARROS?

Isang Brazilian volleyball player na naging paborito yata ng halos lahat during 90's. At dahil nga sa sobrang gusto natin sya naging cover pa sya ng ilang magazines dito sa Pilipinas.

Nung unang nakita ko sya sa tv long hair pa sya, pero nung bumalik sila ng Pilipinas para sa voleyball tournament short hair na sya, pero lutang parin ang ganda. Pero may team mate sya na mas gusto ng kuya ko kesa sa kanya, as far as i could remember, si Erika yun. I was in my high school that time.

Next is not a commercial model nor a tv personality, classmate ko sya sa Our Lady of FatimaUniversity Lagro, we are classmates in Filipino II subject. She is a HRM student.

Naalala ko, nung una namin syang makita nung iba ko pang mga classmates, pinagtatalunan pa namin sino ang kamukha nya. May nagsabing si Anne Curtis, merong Yasmien Kurdi, minsan may anggulo naman syang kamukha ni Nadine Samonte. Whoever, pretty face talaga tong
classmate ko na to. Kinuha pa nga sya to
compete for Miss Fatima, di ko na nga lang nalaman kung nanalo sya, kasi the next semester, di na ko nakapag-enrol, hehe. Her name is JULIE ANCAJAS.

Sila ang mga mukhang kung magbubuntis man ako at totoo ang paglilihi e gugustuhin kong tignan minu-minuto.

I'LL SAY GOODBYE FOR THE TWO OF US

When you wake up
And find me gone tomorrow
Don't think I meant to hurt you
I just did what we knew I had to
And all the time we knew it
The time was never right for us
Time to leave this love behind
I could never leave you -- Baby
If I see you cry

Chorus
I'll say good bye for the two of us
Tonight while you sleep
I'll kiss you softly one last time
And say good-bye

Like I know we must
There's just no other way
And I couldn't bear to see your heart break
So I'll wait till your asleep to say good-bye

Please realize
How hard it is to do this
I'm trying to make it through this
Say good-bye just as gently as I can
Please try and understand
This time just wasn't the time for us
We knew I couldn't stay
But that don't make it easier to leave you
So while I can find the strength


Before your arms embrace me
Before your kisses take me
Before your eyes can make me stay

Like I know we must
I'll wait till you're asleep
To say good-bye for the two of us
Tonight while you sleep
I'll kiss you softly one last time
And say good-bye
Like I know we must
There's just no other way
And I couldn't bear to see your heart break
So I'll wait till your asleep to say good-bye

When you wake up
And find me gone tomorrow
Don't think I meant to hurt you

Good bye


One day while i was sitting in front of my PC, thinking about nothing. I happened to open the music menu of my pc, then found the name "Expose". As I started to listen, to each and every lyrics, from first line to the last. One thing registered to my mind. "HOW PAINFUL THE WORD LOVE IS!"

This song kasi, as you try to look at the lyrics, is all about forbidden love. For sure, taken yung isa, if the other is married or just having a relationship, one thing is for sure, this is forbidden. Seems, kailangan ng magpaalamanan kaya ganito kalupit yung lyrics. Try to feel the song, parang ang sakit sakit sa kalooban nya diba? Tipong, "i need to do this coz this is the right thing, pero paano? Kung sasabihin pa lang sayo ng harapan e di ko pa magawa?" (There's just no other way And I couldn't bear to see your heart break So I'll wait till your asleep to say good-bye) Pero sa totoo lang, masakit naman talaga yun di ba? Tipong you had to do it with a heavy heart, gagawin mo ng di mo kagustuhan kundi para sa kapakanan ng ibang tao, at dahil yun ang tama. Oo nga, mahal mo sya at mahal ka nya, pero sa maling panahon na e. At dun naman papasok yun "kayhirap umibig sa di tamang panahon" at "kung malaya lang ako".

I remember, i posted a topic sa isang thread, where in i asked kung, naniniwala ka bang sa isang bawal na relasyon, masasabi mo bang may pagmamahalan? or was it just pure lust and want/need? I was surprised na ang naging sagot ng majority is "yes, there is". Iba kasi sa panananaw nating mga Pilipino e, na kapag usapang kabet, kirida and whatever na mga words pa they are using, for sure walang pagmamahalan yun. Pamalit ka lang for a while kasi may problema sila sa relasyon nila. Tipong ganun. Pero on my personal view, eto e opinyon ko lang naman. At first maybe Yes, pero as time goes by kasi naa-attached tayo sa kapwa natin, kahit hindi nga bf/gf e, basta companion lang na nakakasama mo lagi, or even a person na you always share your thoughts with, then all of a sudden mawawala, we feel some emptiness kapag nawala diba? Kasi lahat naman ng taong nami-meet natin may gagampanang papel sa buhay natin diba? E what more yung naging karelasyon mo regardless kung forbidden or legal. Kaya ako, naniniwala din ako, na yes, for a while laro laro yung mga ganung relasyon pero when time comes at sinibok sila sa kanilang relasyong bawal at nalampasan nila, maybe di nila mano-noticed naa-attached na sila sa isa't-isa. Kaya when Goodbye times come, napakahirap sabihin yung salitang "goodbye, farewell, paalam, adios". More often than not, yung mga taong nasa ganitong relasyon mas ginugusto na lang na mawalan na lang ng communication. Kumbaga yun na yun. Kasi mahirap nang sabihin e, kasi masakit na, attached na e. Maybe the reason why yung writer nitong song ganito yung naging lyrics.

As for me, malagay man ako sa ganitong sitwasyon, di ko din alam kung anong gagawin ko. Siguro ipagbi-burn ko na lang sya ng cd na content ang song na to, para as he play this song, maalala nya na masakit sakin ang bitawan sya at isipin na lang nya ako ang kumakanta. For a while naging maganda timbre ng boses ko, Charing!

"Quotable Qoutes"

Sa buhay natin, may mga litanya tayong naririnig na nagiging malaki ang impact satin.Like sa akin, and i would like to share this qoutable qoutes sa inyo, baka tulad ko ma-inspire din kayo.


"do not memorize, understand it, because you will never forget something that you have understand"

- words from my professor in Asian Institute of Computer Studies, prof ko sya sa Accounting 1. very frustrated sya when he told us those words, kasi walang pumasa ni isa samin sa subject nya nung nagbigay sya ng prelim exam. As a result, kinausap nya kami what's wrong, ayun kasi sulat lang daw kami ng sulat, tapos memorize, dapat daw intindihin ang lesson. Mabait talaga si Sir after ya magsermon biigan na kami ng isa pang exam, awa ng Dyos, pumasa naman kami. By the way, his name is MR. JOEY OBOS.

"hindi lahat ng magaganda lang ang pupulutin mo, dapat kahit yung pangit. kasi malay mo maling tao ang makadampot, e kung ikaw kaya mong dalhin sarili mo, e kung natapat sa mahina, wala na, atleast ikaw kilala mo sarili mo"

-words from an evangelist, Bro. LITO FERNANDEZ. nabanggit na yan ng minsan may nabalitaan syang isang kakilala namin teenager na napapariwara dahil sa barkada at family problem. way nung teenager yun para maexpress nya yung sarili nya, kaya binilinan nya kami na mga kausap nya, since sa tingin nya strong naman daw ang personality namin.


"sige balewalain nyo lahat ng sinasabi ko, pero ito tandaan nyo, pagdating ng panahon, maalala nyo lahat ng sinasabi ko, baka sabihin nyo pa, tama pala si Sir!"

-eto naman word from my high school teacher, fourth year adviser, MR. ANTONIO BACONAWA. daldal kasi ng daldal ang klase habang nagle-lesson sya, ayun nanermon. while doing the sermon na wlang banlaw, nahalata nyang yung iba e walang interes sa pangaral nya, ayan ang quotable qoutes nya. And yes he is correct, rumihistro naman sakin yung mga pangaral nya, ewan ko lang sa mga boys namin sa likuran, haha.


"wag mong hanapin yung sarili mo sa ibang tao, ikaw yun e, iba naman sila"

-from my friend named Aly, i wonder kasi, yung ibang friend namin parang napakainsensitive, e ako di naman ganun sa kanila, sila parang wala lang, di nila iniisip kung may natatapakan sila or nakakasakit sila. kaya yan ang sabi nya.


"kung ang araw nga nagpaphinga at lumulubog sa dapit-hapon e, darating tayo dyan, lahat naman tayo nakakaramdam ng kapaguran"


-word from my greatest idol, MR. ROBERT SALAZAR JAWORKSI. this was during his interview way back 1998, that time kasi press were asking him, kelan ba sya magreretire.


Ilan lang yan sa mga qoutable qoutes na nagkaroon ng impact sakin. Next time, mga lines naman ng songs.

Au Revoir!

A girl named . . . . . "Eve"

Exploring the net really makes a lot of sense!

One fine day, dated July 28, 2008. Maybe its destined for me to meet this woman. I don't have anything to do, i saw my computer, it seems like its calling me and saying "common, lets surf". And yes, i did surf. Surf, surf, surf until i saw my monitor displayed, PBA Online. And since im a PBA lover, Ginebra fan to be exact, I
registered on the site, and meet a woman with a user name eve_25. We chatted, exchanging questions, from where, how old, what team, who is her favorite player, and why we cannot use the chat room displayed by no less than Sir RV (the one who owned the site). Because the day we registered, sir RV implemented a rule in which members of the site should posted in atleast 100 post to the topic rooms for us to use the chat room. From there Eve and I decided to exchange friendster account, email address and YM. And before leaving the site I asked her, "anong oras ka o-online bukas?" She answered back, "ganitong oras din, wala ate ko ng ganitong oras e, sya maglalaba muna ako ah".


From there we begun to chat day by day via YM since we cannot use the chat room provided because we haven't reached that 100 pcs of post. We got the chance to know each other, why is she always online like me. The answer? We are both jobless that time (haha). And furthermore, questions about family came in and answered. As time goesby, we discovered that we have alot of common things, aside from the fact that we are both die hard Ginebra fan, that we are both jumping for jaworki's basket since we are in elementary level, Eve and I are both childlike. Pinaganda ko lang, in short isip bata! Hmmm, pero sabi nga naming dalawa, isip bata man kami, mature naman when it comes to deciding important matters in life, oha? And we are also lukresya in many ways. In addition, we are both loveless. (Wag ka na magtanong nabasa mo na yun na yun).


We decided to see each other after six months, after it was being postponed due to some excuses and inarte factors, plus the fact, wala kami pera parehas (hihi). Sa Trinoma Mall, dated January 31, 2009.


Things changed as time goes by, we both seek for job and luckily got it. Nagbusi-busyhan ika nga. Since we are both busy on our respective job, our communication begun to lessen, indeed the sincerity still there. We try to chat whenever there is time, text messages is also a media for both of us. I call her in her office if there is time. Exchanging thoughts, kamustahan, at news about ginebra are the topics we usually talk about, and i forgot to mention, lovelife. The hell that word is! (haha). Last September we saw each other again, we watched movie "Kimi Dora", drink our favorite "Zagu" and the most especial one, we bought a magnetic necklace/bracelet, as bond of our friendship. And the sales lady also told us that it was an anti stress accessories, we bought it since we are both stressed at that time.


Isn't it nice to know that whatever or wherever we can make friends? Just like what happened to me, imagine i found one of the best friend i have right now via internet. Thank God! And im looking forward to grow old with a friend who may not be always there physically but i know deep within our hearts we always there for each other.

The girl i met via PBA online, a girl named Eve.

Random Thoughts!

Oh yes, this is my first, first ever to write a blog, and actually, there is nothing or there is no particular topic i would like to write now, just familiarizing this little space in the net, and see what will come out after.

Well, i have been a follower of many blogs, i always read others' blog but never write one, just now! And let me describe my environment now, well the weather is good, there is the blue sky, beautiful! Later, i am going to watch a new show that will premiere this evening, entitled "First Love", kinda curious about what the story is all about, aside from the fact that the lead stars are young Under 15 ears old i guess.

And aside from that, i almost forgot to tell that i am happy today because my favorite team in the PBA won last night. My Ginebra did a good job, especially JC Intal, and let me mention Erik Menk, who played very well, he always deliver when its badly needed. Maybe he is just proving, he was once an MVP!

What else? I guess, i should stop typing now, coz there's no more thoughts coming in, maybe the next entry i will do, hope it will be more interesting to read, maybe 10 blogs from now, i guess i will labeled this as my worst blog ever! So what? This my first?

Till here, see you then!