Currently, I'm planning to make a surprise to someone who is somewhat special to me. I'm still conceptualizing everything. I'm considering his personality, what his reaction will be, and of course, what exactly my surprise is. Well definitely I have something in mind now, but, I'm still thinking how will I execute it. I'm in the process of gathering small pieces of materials and informations. And I'm choosing my words to use, need to broaden my vocabulary, will it be in Filipino? In English? Actually, as of now I still don't have any target date to finish this. I just gather and gather everything which is connected to him and see from here.
Jealous of the girl who caught your eye One of my darker days
When I found out, it was really one of my darkest days, or not really darkest, its more appropriate to use the word "shocking". Because, definitely it is the ending of my hoping days.
When you looked at her where was I? Shoulda been in her place
If you're with her, If you're looking at her, I wonder if you still remember me, and if so, what are the things coming into your mind?
Here I am All alone imagining what might have been What could have been If I had been there
I'm imagining, If we are still together, for sure, we are in a different level already! The relationship is more deeper.
Jealous of the one whose arms are around you If she's keeping you satisfied
I'm not jealous nor envy, what exactly describes my feeling is "she's lucky", and I'm saying it without bitterness I know.
Jealous of the one who finally found you Made your sun and your stars collide
For sure, she's your inspiration in everything you do, in every goals you are aiming right now.
She's a very very lucky girl
Definitely, she is.
Jealous of the one who won your heart They say it's a perfect match
I know, I heard, I saw. They're saying that statement. Ouch!
She's gonna get to be where you are And I don't get better than that She'll say you're fine Whisper words I wish were mine And they might have been If I had been there
She's now doing the things I used to do, the feelings I used to feel. And I know how does it feel, because for once I wear the shoes she is wearing now.
You know I'd fight the good fight If I thought I'd change your mind
I did, everything, just to change the whole thing, including your mind. But now, I'm just hoping in my dreams.
But if she makes you happy I would leave that dream behind
And now I'm holding back those dreams, If its making you happy, I will just pray that you will always stay in that happiness.
Man, she better treat you right And give you everything Cause at the moment she doesn't I'll be waiting in the wings
She'd better! Because you don't deserve to be hurt.
