Monday, July 18, 2011

Jealous :(

Jealous of the girl who caught your eye
One of my darker days

When I found out, it was really one of my darkest days, or not really darkest, its more appropriate to use the word "shocking". Because, definitely it is the ending of my hoping days.

When you looked at her where was I?
Shoulda been in her place

If you're with her, If you're looking at her, I wonder if you still remember me, and if so, what are the things coming into your mind?

Here I am
All alone imagining what might have been
What could have been
If I had been there

I'm imagining, If we are still together, for sure, we are in a different level already! The relationship is more deeper.

Jealous of the one whose arms are around you
If she's keeping you satisfied

I'm not jealous nor envy, what exactly describes my feeling is "she's lucky", and I'm saying it without bitterness I know.

Jealous of the one who finally found you
Made your sun and your stars collide

For sure, she's your inspiration in everything you do, in every goals you are aiming right now.

She's a very very lucky girl

Definitely, she is.

Jealous of the one who won your heart
They say it's a perfect match

I know, I heard, I saw. They're saying that statement. Ouch!

She's gonna get to be where you are
And I don't get better than that
She'll say you're fine
Whisper words I wish were mine
And they might have been
If I had been there

She's now doing the things I used to do, the feelings I used to feel. And I know how does it feel, because for once I wear the shoes she is wearing now.

You know I'd fight the good fight
If I thought I'd change your mind

I did, everything, just to change the whole thing, including your mind. But now, I'm just hoping in my dreams.

But if she makes you happy
I would leave that dream behind

And now I'm holding back those dreams, If its making you happy, I will just pray that you will always stay in that happiness.

Man, she better treat you right
And give you everything
Cause at the moment she doesn't
I'll be waiting in the wings

She'd better! Because you don't deserve to be hurt.




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