Missing Myself :(

I miss the old me. The person who seemed to be so tough. Yung dating ako, na ako. I can't even recall why I became like this. I know this will end, maybe not sooner, but I know this emotional crisis will end soon. And I'm hoping it will not take that long. I'm tired of being like this, day by day I'm trying my very best not to be like this, but I don't know why, sometimes I ended up so negative. I miss the old me, the person I used to know was so positive, in everything I do, in ever person I communicate with. In every situation when nobody seemed to understand, I will. But why I am like this lately, I think in an irrational manner. I act in a way strange to my friends. I do things i supposed not to do. I miss the old person in me. And want that old persona back.

But how? When everybody seemed to misunderstood the things I'm doing, they think I'm having tantrums or just having a bad day. How? If they don't even bother to ask, actually they do. Its just, I lost the old me. Where can I find the missing Me? I know I'm just here, maybe I just need time to heal myself, from what? I don't know. All I know is I need to be heal, and I want the old Me to be back.

Can you please comeback as soon as you can? Can you please make it fast? I terribly myself, can you make it tomorrow? Can you please comeback so I can fix myself? I miss myself, and you know that, I miss you JONA, please don't make it longer? Comeback, because I'm starting to be a stranger to my own self. Comeback now please?

For me?