I look at the map of the Philippines just now, i just wanted to see how far my distance is, at this very moment with my friends. Because many of them right now are in their provinces and having their vacation. Its amazing that despite of the distance, through the help of technology nowadays, i can still manage to talk to them as if they are near me. I can chat to them, send them messages and in an instant got a reply. But if you will look at the map, you will going to see how many miles you are far from them. That you are oceans, mountains, and valleys apart. Technologies really made a lot of sense!
Monday, December 27, 2010
Monday, November 29, 2010
Given A Chance. . . . . . I Will!
When I was in high school, 2nd year in particular, i loved to listen to Pinoy Radio DM 95.9, and one day while listening, a song got my attention. The melody is simple, and so the lyrics. The first time i heard it, i love it instantly. I begun waiting for the song to be played in the airwaves everyday. If i had a phone that time, i will definitely request for it to be played, but unfortunately, we don't have. One day, the DJ announced that the group will be guesting on their station to promote their album. While they are in the station, they told the listener to watch Eat Bulaga because they'll be guesting. And as a fan, of course I did.
But after the success of their song, nothing were heard about the band. Pero ganun pa man, nanatili yung pagkagusto ko sa kanta nila at sa banda. At hindi sya nawala sa memorya ko, bawat lyrics ng kanta.
As time goes by, i met a guy whom i admired. But then, i can't tell him how i feel, because its not proper for a girl like me to confess my feeling, and one more thing we are friends. I remember the song, funny because that's how i feel exactly, and my situation at that time. I did not expect that the song i love due its' simple melody way back in high school will become my favorite for the second time, but now due to its' lyrics. So I'd just followed what the song says "ibaon na lang sa lupa para hwag makawala, itong aking nadarama sayo, ang puso kong ito, sana'y malaman mo, na ito'y nabihag mo". So i decided to keep it, and so my feeling for him remained secret till the day this guy got married.
Though this guy is already married, still this song is with me, the band didn't leave me. I still play it over and over again. I don't know how to play a guitar, but believe me, if i had a chance, i will take time to know the chords and i will play it, and given a chance i will sing the song "SAYO by INERTIA"
But after the success of their song, nothing were heard about the band. Pero ganun pa man, nanatili yung pagkagusto ko sa kanta nila at sa banda. At hindi sya nawala sa memorya ko, bawat lyrics ng kanta.
As time goes by, i met a guy whom i admired. But then, i can't tell him how i feel, because its not proper for a girl like me to confess my feeling, and one more thing we are friends. I remember the song, funny because that's how i feel exactly, and my situation at that time. I did not expect that the song i love due its' simple melody way back in high school will become my favorite for the second time, but now due to its' lyrics. So I'd just followed what the song says "ibaon na lang sa lupa para hwag makawala, itong aking nadarama sayo, ang puso kong ito, sana'y malaman mo, na ito'y nabihag mo". So i decided to keep it, and so my feeling for him remained secret till the day this guy got married.
Though this guy is already married, still this song is with me, the band didn't leave me. I still play it over and over again. I don't know how to play a guitar, but believe me, if i had a chance, i will take time to know the chords and i will play it, and given a chance i will sing the song "SAYO by INERTIA"
Friday, November 19, 2010
Love is. . . . . . . .
“Love is always patient and kind; it is never jealous, love is never boastful or conceited; it is never rude or selfish; it does not take offense, and is not resentful. Love takes no pleasure in other people’s sins but delights in the truth; it is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope, and to endure whatever comes".
-I Corinthians 13:4-
Thursday, November 18, 2010
Missing high school days!
I made a video the other day and I posted it on my facebook account. I really enjoy doing it, it was a compilation of pictures of my high school classmates. We want to have a reunion kasi, it's been 11 years since we graduated in high school, and we think its about time. Kaya lang medyo malabo, kasi some of them is not in the country. And we don't have contacts to the other remaining.
I miss high school! Sobra, lalo na yung fourth year, where in sobrang solid yung friendship ng lahat. Though there were many timessssssss, haha, na nagkakatampuhan yung iba, at the end kami kami padin. Lalo na yung mga cute stories ng crushes, na after 11 years e nag-aminan. And those moments na naaasar samin yung adviser namin. Kasi maiingay. At yung iba ay walang dalang papel, so nangangapit bahay, and yung mga boys na nakikiupo sa mga girls. And habang nagle-lesson si Sir Baconawa may nagbubunot at nagwawalis na mga cleaners, sabay hila sa upuan, pero si Sir, keri lang, lesson padin. Katawa si Sir, sukat na kumain na kami ng alikabok lesson padin. Pero it paid off naman, kasi we always won sa pinaka malinis na room sa buong panghapon. And not just once, pero many times. Bongga kami sa part na yun!
Sana nga matuloy yung reunion, miss ko na silang lahat! Sabi ko nga group hug with Sir Baconawa in the middle, hitsura nun? Haha! High school life talaga is the best! Full of drama, full of fond memories, isa sa pinakamasarap balikan na part ng buhay ng isang tao.
Anyway, here is the video that I have made. With I'll be there for you by The Moffats, kasi yun ang sikat nung high school kami!
I miss high school! Sobra, lalo na yung fourth year, where in sobrang solid yung friendship ng lahat. Though there were many timessssssss, haha, na nagkakatampuhan yung iba, at the end kami kami padin. Lalo na yung mga cute stories ng crushes, na after 11 years e nag-aminan. And those moments na naaasar samin yung adviser namin. Kasi maiingay. At yung iba ay walang dalang papel, so nangangapit bahay, and yung mga boys na nakikiupo sa mga girls. And habang nagle-lesson si Sir Baconawa may nagbubunot at nagwawalis na mga cleaners, sabay hila sa upuan, pero si Sir, keri lang, lesson padin. Katawa si Sir, sukat na kumain na kami ng alikabok lesson padin. Pero it paid off naman, kasi we always won sa pinaka malinis na room sa buong panghapon. And not just once, pero many times. Bongga kami sa part na yun!
Sana nga matuloy yung reunion, miss ko na silang lahat! Sabi ko nga group hug with Sir Baconawa in the middle, hitsura nun? Haha! High school life talaga is the best! Full of drama, full of fond memories, isa sa pinakamasarap balikan na part ng buhay ng isang tao.
Anyway, here is the video that I have made. With I'll be there for you by The Moffats, kasi yun ang sikat nung high school kami!
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
The Guy in the Exit of SM Supermarket Fairview
Just got home from SM Fairview. Had my facial treatment and bought some stuffs. Went to the grocery and paid the internet bill. And most of all, saw a handsome guy in the exit of the supermarket! Haha, kaloka yung guy, when I was about to exit in the supermarket, he is about to enter naman. Malayo pa lang nagkatinginan na kami, when we are approaching, he smiled, Hay cute! Haha, ang landi ko! At talagang ginawan ko ng entry sa blog ko? Hay if I could only enter his face to my computer and search for him in google, ginawa ko na. Nakaregister parin yung mukha nya at this very moment. He look friendly and mukha naman mabait, I think he stands 5'10 - 5'11, medium built, 27-29 siguro ang edad. And we're both wearing same kind of clothes. Naka-jacket din sya ng black, at naka-tshirt din sya ng white, nakashoes nga lang ako, naka slippers kasi sya ng black e. Pero I was about to wear slippers na black din sana kanina, maputik lang kaya nagflat-shoes ako. Hmmm, anyway, kung sino man sya, sya na yun. Kakatuwa lang!
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
Long Live the ERASERHEADS! Proud to be a fan.
This is a clip from an article in the internet, and I just want to post this here i my blog. Sayang di ko napanood ang The Final Set concert nila, salamat sa You Tube!
10 greatest moments of Eraserheads’ Final Set
10 greatest moments of Eraserheads’ Final Set
IT WASN’T a group hug but it was pretty damn close.
After failed attempts by the audience to cajole the members of Eraserheads into doing an embrace (Ely Buendia told the crowd, “Kayo muna!”), Ely, Raymund Marasigan, Marcus Adoro and Buddy Zabala (and the Itchyworms’ Jazz Nicolas) walked to the front of the stage, put their arms around one another, and took a bow.
It was just one of the great moments of the Erasherheads concert last Saturday.
The others:
9 Souvenirs for the crowd. Many fans went home with souvenirs. The boys threw all sorts of stuff at their captive audience—water bottles, picks, drumsticks, even Ely’s shoes. (He was poised to throw his socks, which made everyone laugh. He didn’t.) Ely also gave away his jacket which, to the horror of countless fans online, was eventually cut up by the six people who caught it, so each of them could take home a piece. One crew member joined the fun—after the concert, he hurled at the crowd the container of lighter fluid Ely used when he lit up the piano. And people actually caught it.
8 Marcus singing a reggae version of “Huwag Mo Nang Itanong,” to the delight of the crowd. Raymund letting Jazz take over the drums so he could sing “Slo Mo,” “Alkohol” and “Insomnya.” It was funny to watch the crowd react every time Raymund teasingly approached Ely (of course, the whole world knows why). Buddy finally giving in to the crowd’s requests to take over the mic too, by singing two lines from “Fine Time”— “I don’t care if we sleep all day/Basta kayakap ka ay okay.” The ’Heads were more playful this time—it became clear they were more relaxed in this concert than in the previous reunion. They were actually having fun.
It’s always been said that the Eraserheads aren’t big on connecting with the audience and talking to the crowd, but not this time.
7 The sala set. After the first break, the boys emerged onstage in a more intimate setup, with Ely sitting on a couch and the others wielding acoustic instruments. That part of the concert felt so intimate—strange, given the crowd that numbered a hundred thousand. That brief moment, it didn’t feel like we were in a huge concert venue; it felt like we were in a small bar watching our favorite band. Ely deadpanned, “If you have any requests, pakibigay sa waiter.”
6 Ely singing the word “t---ina” when they played Pare Ko. I don’t think a cuss word has received that much applause, ever. When a guy shouted, “I love you, Ely!” Ely replied, “I love you too, pare,” without missing a beat.
5 The insane fireworks of “Overdrive.” They came as such a surprise that some people in front actually ducked.
4 The crowd singing “Ang Huling El Bimbo” while waiting for the Eraserheads to go onstage again. That was a goosebump-moment.
3 The tribute to Francis M. On the day of the concert, people were still trying to come to grips with the news of Francis Magalona’s death. He had been due to perform in the concert. The Eraserheads prepared a tribute instead— “Sumigaw tayo para kay Francis!” Ely said. The crowd broke into a deafening chant, “Francis! Francis!”
Raymund held up a sign that read, “Rock Ed Salutes The Man From Manila.” The band played “Superproxy” and “Kaleidoscope World,” with Ely rapping, instead of Francis. Many people online have written that the teleprompter set up in front of the stage must have been a big help when Ely had to rap “Superproxy.” Truth is, the lyrics of the rap were not on the teleprompter. Yes, Ely knows them by heart.
2 The burning of the piano. There was a confetti storm when the Eraserheads finally played “Ang Huling El Bimbo” but there was a bigger thing happening onstage. Before a shocked audience, Ely set the “Sticker Happy”piano on fire. It was Ely’s old piano which had been at ’70s Bistro for a long time, the piano featured on the “Sticker Happy” album cover. “We actually wanted to use the piano pero sira na ’yun. I don’t know if it was too expensive to repair or we just didn’t have enough time,” Raymund said. Did he know Ely would burn it? “He kinda mentioned it as a joke. He really wanted the piano onstage. But I guess he knew he’d do it; he had lighter fluid.”
1 Three for the road. The Eraserheads had done an encore, the show was over, or so everyone thought. People started to spill out of the concert grounds, the crew took over the stage and started packing up.
But then, Raymund returned and said, “Gusto ninyo pa ba?”
The crowd went wild. “Tawagin niyo si Ely!” “Tawagin ninyo si Marcus!”
Soon, the four were back onstage, standing in a circle. Ely asked the crowd, “Kaya ninyo pa ba?” Everyone was still going wild. “Okay. Three for the road,” he said. They played “Ligaya,” “Sembreak” and “Toyang.”
Ely finally left his comfort zone behind the mic stand and actually went down to the crowd, making people sing parts of Toyang. Asked later why they decided to play more songs, Raymund said, “Sobrang bitin pa kami ni Buddy! Gusto ko pa nga ng sampu eh!”
The extra songs may have been unplanned (and unrehearsed) but they did not come as a surprise.
Apparently, in the last rehearsals, Ely said, “’Pag hindi tayo tinigilan, dire-diretso lang tayo.”
This part of the show resonated so much with the crowd not just because they played three well-loved songs, but also because it gave fans hope that maybe, just maybe, like the fans, the Eraserheads didn’t want the night to end.
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Schedule na malupit!
Sayang! Di ko nakuha ang 31 units na ini-aim ko. OLFU just gave 25 units. Consolation prize is, nasa subject list ko na ang Human Development, Socio - Anthro, Gen Psych at Phil Consti. Ngayon pa lang excited na ko. Sana I can do well with those subject.
God Bless me! Kung meron lang akong isang irereklamo is ang lupit lupit ng schedule ko, Mon & Tues wala akong break, from 7:30 Am to 4:30 PM. So habang lumilipat na naman ako ng building nito e, syang ngata ng pagkain. Tibay! Sana wag akong pumayat!
Goodluck sakin, this is it!
God Bless me! Kung meron lang akong isang irereklamo is ang lupit lupit ng schedule ko, Mon & Tues wala akong break, from 7:30 Am to 4:30 PM. So habang lumilipat na naman ako ng building nito e, syang ngata ng pagkain. Tibay! Sana wag akong pumayat!
Goodluck sakin, this is it!Thursday, October 21, 2010
AICS Hymn, Proud to be from AICS!
AICS Hymn
In a time of dark despair
You are like a ray of hope
In a world that’s full of hunger
You are there to feed our souls..
And make us strong to lift ourselves,
To be the best of what we are…!
You are like a ray of hope
In a world that’s full of hunger
You are there to feed our souls..
And make us strong to lift ourselves,
To be the best of what we are…!
Like a beacon on the shore,
You are there to guide our way
Like a wind that’s ever blowing,
You are there to lift up …
And give us wings so we can fly,
And claim the star that lies beyond…!
You are there to guide our way
Like a wind that’s ever blowing,
You are there to lift up …
And give us wings so we can fly,
And claim the star that lies beyond…!
AICS
You will be
The gateway to our future!
AICS
Show us how,
In you hands we are secure!
The truth you teach will make us free
We can claim our destiny!
In our hearts forevermore
AICS
You will be
The gateway to our future!
AICS
Show us how,
In you hands we are secure!
The truth you teach will make us free
We can claim our destiny!
In our hearts forevermore
AICS
We thank you…!
Thursday, September 30, 2010
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
Late Night Talks + Two Way Radio + Random Songs + Edward Dy = Good Old Memories To Remember. .
January 12, 2001, around 9pm, thank you 14.246!
A night before my debut. I was doing a non sense talk on a two way radio when a guy from Parang, Marikina suddenly say "hi!"
We are both college student at that time, both graduating, ako sa AICS Fairview taking up Associate in Computer Secretarial, while he is taking up BS Computer Engineering in Central Colleges of the Philippines. How can i forget, magkabatch kami? Not only that, sabay din yung time namin ng pag-uwi, sabay din kami mag-e-air sa radio. At sabay matutulog, sabay din kami kakain, (I remember his funny line every time i asked him if kumain na sya, he would always answered, "oo tapos na, ang ulam ko baka, araw araw na lang baka, nakakasawa." And i will answered him back, "pasalamat ka nga baka ulam mo, ayaw mo pa?" And his famous line goes "kung araw araw naman, nakakasawa." Only to found out na yung tinutukoy nyang baka is Baka flavor ng noodles, and it took me years bago ko nalaman yung kalokohan nyang yun. Through his mother during his birthday when he invited me sa house nya sa Marikina. His mother told me na busy kasi sya, so kadalasan e di na nya napagluluto yung mga anak nya ng ulam. Tendency, kung anong goods ang mabilis iluto yun ang ulam, at yun nga yung noodles na baka flavor.)
From that night our friendship begun. Nakakatuwa yung routine ng buhay namin that time. Pag gising sa umaga, ako papasok na sa OJT ko, tapos sya tulog pa, pero isa-shout ko sya dun sa frequency naming dalawa, magpapaalam ako. At around 11 am tatawag ako sa bahay nila, maybe dahil puyat haha, tulog parin ang mokong, ang klase kasi nya is after lunch pa, no choice babangon sya, kasi he will pick up the phone call. At yun ang pinaka mabisang alarm, yung tawag ko! Tatlo kasi ang alarm nya, una yung alarm clock, 2nd yung cp nya, 3rd yung bibig ng mama nya, haha, di pa din tumatayo. E syempre tawag yun so dapat bangunin. Pero wala lang naman akong sasabihin, wala rin syang sasabihin, tawag lang, ano gawa? Haha. Then after ng klase, pagkadating sa bahay, we always find one another. But, kakain muna, tamang hanapan lang. After dinner, yun na, while doing assignments, nagraradyo. at syempre, parang walang bukas uli. Pero we're just friends, walang mutual understandings, although nagkakaintindihan kami, haha! At mutual ang aming understandings sa mga bagay-bagay. There was a time pa nga, it was friday, pagkauwi from school, usap til 1 am. Saturday, magkausap kami the whole day, ang pahinga lang namin is, maliligo, magluluto, kakain, tawag ng magulang, tawag ng kalikasan, at kung ano pa, walang bitawan. Hanggang the next day yun, sunday 3 am kami nagbitaw. What's funny is di kami naubusan ng kwento, at lahat ng kwento namin may kwenta. Pag naiisip ko nga yun ngayon, grabeh! Ang tatag pala naming dalawa. Even ma-stranded ata kami sa 1 isla e di kami mauubusan ng kwento kahit one year kami dun.
I miss the looooooong conversation with him. What happened to us during the day, tapos me background music pa! And when we start talking, as if walang bukas, ang dami kasi naming napag-uusapan, mula sa weather, sa langgam, sa outer space, sa kanta, sa love life, sa multo, sa ulam, sa reincarnation, sa kahit anong nag-eexist at di nag-eexist sa earth. I miss the talk! Naalala ko pa, may sarili na syang PC that time, he would play music para habang nag-uusap e di kami antukin (which is impossible, kasi parehas kaming madaming nasasabi) at binabagay nya yung music sa tema ng usapan. Kapag naman trip nya, kinakantahan nya ko, ng "three times a lady" ni Lionel Richie. Yun daw ang song nya for me. So every time i hear the song, isang tao lang pumapasok sa isip ko, plus yung memories namin together. Yung pagpupuyat namin, haha! Tumataas balahibo ko dati kapag kinakanta nya yun, yung boses nya kasi is malamlam, parang kay Lionel Richie, naimpluwensyahan nya nga ako e, kaya ngayon favorite ko narin si Lionel Richie. Kinakanta nya rin yung "Still at Truly." Magaganda rin yung lyrics ng mga songs na yun. Every time namimiss ko sya piniplay ko yung mga songs na yun. Before ako magbirthday nirequest ko pa nga na kantahin nya yun, and he did. Kakatuwa talaga sya, and during his birthday, nirequest nya na kantahan ko naman sya, kasi sya yung laging kumakanta for me, as gift na lang daw, i never did. Bad! Ngayon nya i-request, kakanta na ko, haha! Ang pinaka baduy na pinatugtog nya, according to him, hahahaha, at ewan bakit yun ang kantang pinlay nya nung nagrequest ako ng song for the day, ay yung kanta ni Tootsie Guevarra, yung "Mahal ka Sa Akin." naalala ko pa, how shamed he was bago iplay, hahaha, "wag na lang kaya, nakakahiya e, baduy." One of those funny moments yun. Sapilitan!
Everytime we talk, i learned a lot of things from him, from a guy's point of view. On how you are going to treat people, never play with their feelings, be sincere, and dapat mong seryosohin ang buhay. And he will always tell me, hwag ka magbabago ha, ganyan ka lang. The reason why I called him Lolo Edward. Lagi kasi may pangaral na kasama. He even played "Stay the Same" by Joey Mc Entyre pa nga e, pangbanlaw sa masyadong madramang usapan.
Nakapunta din sya dito sa bahay namin. I invited him sa wedding nung eldest brother ko. The next year, he invited me for his birthday held in his house at Marikina. That was the first time na nakarating ako ng Marikina. I met his mother, (that was the time na nalaman kong yung baka e baka flavor ng noodles) si ate Luz, ang ate nyang nirereklamo nya, haha, (kasi sabi nya, yung ate daw nya kapag magsasaing sasabihin, makapagsaing na nga. pero isasalang lang yung kaldero tapos sasabihin, oh jun, name nya sa bahay nila, bantayan mo yung sinasaing ko ha), at syempre si kuya Elmer yung gwapings nyang kuya na mas mukha syang kuya, kasi bagets ang looks e. At syempre ang alaga nyang aso na si Pee Wee! May kwento pa nga sila about his dog. Si Pee Wee kasi matapang daw lahat tinatahulan, lalo na kung stranger. They was amazed kasi nung andun ako, he didn't bark at me, not even once, tapos andun pa sya sa ilalaim ng chair ko, kapag hinahawakan ko sya, wala lang, no reaction. As if kilala nya ko. Edward and I smiled at each other, maybe because when we talk Pee Wee is around, maybe familiar sya sa voice ko, that's why.
When we graduated in college naging madalang na yung communication naming dalawa. Kasi we became busy, parehas kaming hunting for job that time. Ang tanging way of communication namin is two way radio, since i don't have cell phone that time, pero he leave his number, anytime magka cp ako, pwede ko sya itext, plus i know their land line. Kaya lang nasira yung two way radio ko, so i-shout nya man ako, di kami magtatagpo. Naging busy na din akong tuluyan. Then i heard a news from a common friend na he already has his job nadin. Minsan natityempuhan namang naka-air ako, nagtutugma kami. And if that happen, paniguradong magdamagan na naman. From his stories nalaman kong minsan pala out of town sya. At habang kausap ko sya,lalo syang nagmatured in a short period of time. What's amazing is, despite being successful namaintain nya yung pagiging down to earth nya. Things changed din for me, pero kabaligtaran ng fate nya, naging iba na yung takbo ng buhay. Dati life is so simple, di kumplikado, masaya na magaan. As time goes by, dami naging problema, sinubok yung pagkatao ko ng matindi. Mga bagay na bumago sa mga pananaw ko sa buhay, even sa attitude ko, at sa pagtanggap ko sa mga bagay bagay na nangyayari. Nakalimutan ko na nga yung mga binilin nya, na hwag akong magbago e. Totally opposite na yung pagkatao ko sa nakilala nyang Meow (nickname ko). Hanggang sa maging rare na yung encounter namin. Sayang nga e, kasi ang dami kong gustong ikwento sa kanya. Mid of 2006 if I remember it right, when I received a text msg from a guy asking "si jona po ba ito? meow kaw ba yan?" Its Edward. That very moment gusto ko sana sabihin sa kanyang "hey I've changed!". Ang dami kong kwento sana, kaso limited ang time. Pero before we end our conversation sa text, i remember i asked him pa, "are you still the same Edward I used to know?" And he replied, "walang nabago sakin, ako padin to." Gusto ko sana syang replyan na, ako kasi hindi na e. Im not the same. Wala ka kasi e, nawala yung tagapagpaalala ko na kahit anong mangyari hindi ako dapat magbago, e di sana me bumatok sakin nung mga time na yun.
But then, nagbago man ako, the good old memories of us remained. All of those late night talks on a two way radio while playing random music, with HIM.
(i've just made nenok his photo from someone wala namang copyright e)
A night before my debut. I was doing a non sense talk on a two way radio when a guy from Parang, Marikina suddenly say "hi!"
We are both college student at that time, both graduating, ako sa AICS Fairview taking up Associate in Computer Secretarial, while he is taking up BS Computer Engineering in Central Colleges of the Philippines. How can i forget, magkabatch kami? Not only that, sabay din yung time namin ng pag-uwi, sabay din kami mag-e-air sa radio. At sabay matutulog, sabay din kami kakain, (I remember his funny line every time i asked him if kumain na sya, he would always answered, "oo tapos na, ang ulam ko baka, araw araw na lang baka, nakakasawa." And i will answered him back, "pasalamat ka nga baka ulam mo, ayaw mo pa?" And his famous line goes "kung araw araw naman, nakakasawa." Only to found out na yung tinutukoy nyang baka is Baka flavor ng noodles, and it took me years bago ko nalaman yung kalokohan nyang yun. Through his mother during his birthday when he invited me sa house nya sa Marikina. His mother told me na busy kasi sya, so kadalasan e di na nya napagluluto yung mga anak nya ng ulam. Tendency, kung anong goods ang mabilis iluto yun ang ulam, at yun nga yung noodles na baka flavor.)
From that night our friendship begun. Nakakatuwa yung routine ng buhay namin that time. Pag gising sa umaga, ako papasok na sa OJT ko, tapos sya tulog pa, pero isa-shout ko sya dun sa frequency naming dalawa, magpapaalam ako. At around 11 am tatawag ako sa bahay nila, maybe dahil puyat haha, tulog parin ang mokong, ang klase kasi nya is after lunch pa, no choice babangon sya, kasi he will pick up the phone call. At yun ang pinaka mabisang alarm, yung tawag ko! Tatlo kasi ang alarm nya, una yung alarm clock, 2nd yung cp nya, 3rd yung bibig ng mama nya, haha, di pa din tumatayo. E syempre tawag yun so dapat bangunin. Pero wala lang naman akong sasabihin, wala rin syang sasabihin, tawag lang, ano gawa? Haha. Then after ng klase, pagkadating sa bahay, we always find one another. But, kakain muna, tamang hanapan lang. After dinner, yun na, while doing assignments, nagraradyo. at syempre, parang walang bukas uli. Pero we're just friends, walang mutual understandings, although nagkakaintindihan kami, haha! At mutual ang aming understandings sa mga bagay-bagay. There was a time pa nga, it was friday, pagkauwi from school, usap til 1 am. Saturday, magkausap kami the whole day, ang pahinga lang namin is, maliligo, magluluto, kakain, tawag ng magulang, tawag ng kalikasan, at kung ano pa, walang bitawan. Hanggang the next day yun, sunday 3 am kami nagbitaw. What's funny is di kami naubusan ng kwento, at lahat ng kwento namin may kwenta. Pag naiisip ko nga yun ngayon, grabeh! Ang tatag pala naming dalawa. Even ma-stranded ata kami sa 1 isla e di kami mauubusan ng kwento kahit one year kami dun.
I miss the looooooong conversation with him. What happened to us during the day, tapos me background music pa! And when we start talking, as if walang bukas, ang dami kasi naming napag-uusapan, mula sa weather, sa langgam, sa outer space, sa kanta, sa love life, sa multo, sa ulam, sa reincarnation, sa kahit anong nag-eexist at di nag-eexist sa earth. I miss the talk! Naalala ko pa, may sarili na syang PC that time, he would play music para habang nag-uusap e di kami antukin (which is impossible, kasi parehas kaming madaming nasasabi) at binabagay nya yung music sa tema ng usapan. Kapag naman trip nya, kinakantahan nya ko, ng "three times a lady" ni Lionel Richie. Yun daw ang song nya for me. So every time i hear the song, isang tao lang pumapasok sa isip ko, plus yung memories namin together. Yung pagpupuyat namin, haha! Tumataas balahibo ko dati kapag kinakanta nya yun, yung boses nya kasi is malamlam, parang kay Lionel Richie, naimpluwensyahan nya nga ako e, kaya ngayon favorite ko narin si Lionel Richie. Kinakanta nya rin yung "Still at Truly." Magaganda rin yung lyrics ng mga songs na yun. Every time namimiss ko sya piniplay ko yung mga songs na yun. Before ako magbirthday nirequest ko pa nga na kantahin nya yun, and he did. Kakatuwa talaga sya, and during his birthday, nirequest nya na kantahan ko naman sya, kasi sya yung laging kumakanta for me, as gift na lang daw, i never did. Bad! Ngayon nya i-request, kakanta na ko, haha! Ang pinaka baduy na pinatugtog nya, according to him, hahahaha, at ewan bakit yun ang kantang pinlay nya nung nagrequest ako ng song for the day, ay yung kanta ni Tootsie Guevarra, yung "Mahal ka Sa Akin." naalala ko pa, how shamed he was bago iplay, hahaha, "wag na lang kaya, nakakahiya e, baduy." One of those funny moments yun. Sapilitan!
Everytime we talk, i learned a lot of things from him, from a guy's point of view. On how you are going to treat people, never play with their feelings, be sincere, and dapat mong seryosohin ang buhay. And he will always tell me, hwag ka magbabago ha, ganyan ka lang. The reason why I called him Lolo Edward. Lagi kasi may pangaral na kasama. He even played "Stay the Same" by Joey Mc Entyre pa nga e, pangbanlaw sa masyadong madramang usapan.
Nakapunta din sya dito sa bahay namin. I invited him sa wedding nung eldest brother ko. The next year, he invited me for his birthday held in his house at Marikina. That was the first time na nakarating ako ng Marikina. I met his mother, (that was the time na nalaman kong yung baka e baka flavor ng noodles) si ate Luz, ang ate nyang nirereklamo nya, haha, (kasi sabi nya, yung ate daw nya kapag magsasaing sasabihin, makapagsaing na nga. pero isasalang lang yung kaldero tapos sasabihin, oh jun, name nya sa bahay nila, bantayan mo yung sinasaing ko ha), at syempre si kuya Elmer yung gwapings nyang kuya na mas mukha syang kuya, kasi bagets ang looks e. At syempre ang alaga nyang aso na si Pee Wee! May kwento pa nga sila about his dog. Si Pee Wee kasi matapang daw lahat tinatahulan, lalo na kung stranger. They was amazed kasi nung andun ako, he didn't bark at me, not even once, tapos andun pa sya sa ilalaim ng chair ko, kapag hinahawakan ko sya, wala lang, no reaction. As if kilala nya ko. Edward and I smiled at each other, maybe because when we talk Pee Wee is around, maybe familiar sya sa voice ko, that's why.
When we graduated in college naging madalang na yung communication naming dalawa. Kasi we became busy, parehas kaming hunting for job that time. Ang tanging way of communication namin is two way radio, since i don't have cell phone that time, pero he leave his number, anytime magka cp ako, pwede ko sya itext, plus i know their land line. Kaya lang nasira yung two way radio ko, so i-shout nya man ako, di kami magtatagpo. Naging busy na din akong tuluyan. Then i heard a news from a common friend na he already has his job nadin. Minsan natityempuhan namang naka-air ako, nagtutugma kami. And if that happen, paniguradong magdamagan na naman. From his stories nalaman kong minsan pala out of town sya. At habang kausap ko sya,lalo syang nagmatured in a short period of time. What's amazing is, despite being successful namaintain nya yung pagiging down to earth nya. Things changed din for me, pero kabaligtaran ng fate nya, naging iba na yung takbo ng buhay. Dati life is so simple, di kumplikado, masaya na magaan. As time goes by, dami naging problema, sinubok yung pagkatao ko ng matindi. Mga bagay na bumago sa mga pananaw ko sa buhay, even sa attitude ko, at sa pagtanggap ko sa mga bagay bagay na nangyayari. Nakalimutan ko na nga yung mga binilin nya, na hwag akong magbago e. Totally opposite na yung pagkatao ko sa nakilala nyang Meow (nickname ko). Hanggang sa maging rare na yung encounter namin. Sayang nga e, kasi ang dami kong gustong ikwento sa kanya. Mid of 2006 if I remember it right, when I received a text msg from a guy asking "si jona po ba ito? meow kaw ba yan?" Its Edward. That very moment gusto ko sana sabihin sa kanyang "hey I've changed!". Ang dami kong kwento sana, kaso limited ang time. Pero before we end our conversation sa text, i remember i asked him pa, "are you still the same Edward I used to know?" And he replied, "walang nabago sakin, ako padin to." Gusto ko sana syang replyan na, ako kasi hindi na e. Im not the same. Wala ka kasi e, nawala yung tagapagpaalala ko na kahit anong mangyari hindi ako dapat magbago, e di sana me bumatok sakin nung mga time na yun.
But then, nagbago man ako, the good old memories of us remained. All of those late night talks on a two way radio while playing random music, with HIM.
(i've just made nenok his photo from someone wala namang copyright e)
Thursday, September 2, 2010
Na Naman Ba? Hmp!
Hay bakit nga ba may mga taong di alam mag effort? Kulang ang effort. Bakit kaya ganun? Siguro kasi, busy sila, mas mahalaga yung gagawin nila kesa sayo, in short di ka number one sa mga priority, malamang nasa prority list ka pero hindi ikaw yung top most. E sino ka nga naman para maging top most sa prorty list nya noh? Asa ka? Bakit, sino ka ba?
Well, ikaw lang naman ang taong naglagay sa kanya sa top ng priority list mo. Sabagay kasalanan mo yun, di naman nya hiningi sayo na ipriority mo sya e. Malas mo lang di nya alam kung gaano sya kahalaga sayo, kung alam nya lang siguro. Kaso hindi nga e. At yun ang masakit! Yung tipong gusto mo na lang na tumigil sandali ang ikot ng mundo, tapos kainin ka na lang bigla ng lupa. Pag nangyari yun, ang tanong does he care about you? Saklap talaga. Malamang talaga he doesnt love you back the way you love him. Tsk tsk, mukhang failed uli ah? Akala naman kasi e. Hay! Kaso mukhang hindi, sayang dami mo pa naman plano para sa inyong dalawa. Pano yan di preno ka uli? Pause for a while, tapos sit back, and muni muni. Malamang ganun ang gawin mo. After that, you can go on, and do the things you supposed to do.
Well, goodluck naman sayo, of course you will make it, ikaw pa, ilang beses ka na nga nadapa? At natuto, yun naman e, natututo ka naman so charged to experience na lang ha? At least, it will make you a better person uli, better and better every experience, one day you'll see, youre the best na! Huh, in two years time, look back and see how far you have gone.
Ok na yan, tama na, masakit pero enjoy mo na lang yung pain, ganun talaga e. Basta totoo ka, yun yun! Go girl!
Well, ikaw lang naman ang taong naglagay sa kanya sa top ng priority list mo. Sabagay kasalanan mo yun, di naman nya hiningi sayo na ipriority mo sya e. Malas mo lang di nya alam kung gaano sya kahalaga sayo, kung alam nya lang siguro. Kaso hindi nga e. At yun ang masakit! Yung tipong gusto mo na lang na tumigil sandali ang ikot ng mundo, tapos kainin ka na lang bigla ng lupa. Pag nangyari yun, ang tanong does he care about you? Saklap talaga. Malamang talaga he doesnt love you back the way you love him. Tsk tsk, mukhang failed uli ah? Akala naman kasi e. Hay! Kaso mukhang hindi, sayang dami mo pa naman plano para sa inyong dalawa. Pano yan di preno ka uli? Pause for a while, tapos sit back, and muni muni. Malamang ganun ang gawin mo. After that, you can go on, and do the things you supposed to do.
Well, goodluck naman sayo, of course you will make it, ikaw pa, ilang beses ka na nga nadapa? At natuto, yun naman e, natututo ka naman so charged to experience na lang ha? At least, it will make you a better person uli, better and better every experience, one day you'll see, youre the best na! Huh, in two years time, look back and see how far you have gone.
Ok na yan, tama na, masakit pero enjoy mo na lang yung pain, ganun talaga e. Basta totoo ka, yun yun! Go girl!
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
World Trade Center, A Place To Make Business And Jolly Memories As well!
"Neng 3 days lang to, promise malaking raket, sure ka na ha? Sabihin ko na sa Boss ko"
A promise made by Eve one afternoon, hahaha, trying hard para maisama ako sa event ng company nila. Pilitan ito, pano ba namang hindi? July 23 isang napakalupit na hapon, umuulan, pabugso bugsong kulog, at paminsang dumaan ang kidlat, ayun napakahusay! Tinamaan yung internet namin, ang magaling, 3 mother board ng computer namin ang nasira, damay pati router at isang monitor, galing diba? Sermong umaatikabo, pano mo naman makukuhang gumala sa isang event kahit pa sabihing raket e, waaaaaah!
July 25, isang confirmation call, haha, kasi naniguro na ang lola ko nasasama ako, ginawan ako ng ID. Alangan padin, pero nung sinabi nya magkano per day ko ayun sumama na ko, hahaha, magkano? SECRET!
Fast forward, hay naku dumating ang unang araw. 3 days ang event, from July 29-31, 2010. Since hindi ako familiar where WTC is sa RCBC Plaza along Ayala Avenue sa Makati City kami nagkita. Haha, ang usapang 7 am na pagkikita ay nauwi sa 10 mins before 9, hahaha, malay ko ba namang napakalayo ng Makati sa Pangarap Village no! Oo alam ko malayo, pero ang layo pala, much more than i have expected. So Sorry na dun. Pagdating ng WTC, masaya na si Eve, kahit pa tinaga kami ni manong driver ng taxi sa pamasahe. eto nga pala yung plate number nya (txz 983), incase masakyan nyo, beware kay manong. Kaso pagdating dun, wala pa pala definite plan na gagawin at kung ano pa. So tendency naghanapan pa sila ng mga kasama nya at kung ano ano pa, so kami ni Eve lakad to max, hanggat may susundan. haha, ok diba? Sa sobrang kakasuod nga ni Eve sa kasama nya, pati sa CR muntik na syang sumunod e, ok lang sana, kaso lalaki yung kasama nya, hahaha! Katawa talaga yun. What's another funny thing happened is pumwesto kami ni Eve sa harap ng isang exhibitor din, me table at upuan. We sat there for about 20 mins, nung mapansin kami ng exhibitor sabay sabi "excuse me, this place is our's, so you supposed to be out!". Taray! Pero isa lang naisagot namin ni Eve sa kanya, ang aming magic words "mukha nya!". Hehe pero talikuran yun. Haha.
Then nung bandang hapon na, nakapwesto na kami ni Eve sa registration booth, kaso yung migraine ko sumumpong, natrigger kasi, di kasi ako kumain ng rice, yung rice na kinain ko nung umaga is around 4 am pa, tapos mga 3 kutsara lang. Kaya nung hapon di na ko makausap ng matino. Mukha na nga kong lukaret galing mental hospital e. Nung time na tapos na ang event during that day, di pa agad umuwi, nanermon pa yung boss nya kaya nadelayed kami, 7:30 na natapos yung meeting nila. At minamalas talaga that time, nung palabas na kami syang buhos ng malakas na ulan, with matching kidlat pa. Me migraine ka na, masama pa ang panahon! Shocks! So nung 9 pm ay nasa WTC pa kami, tinawagan na ni Eve parents ko, kaso di nila ko pinayagan makitulog kila Eve. Pero ayaw din pumayag ni Eve kasi kargo de konsensya nya daw ako. Hay bahala na, ending nakitulog din ako. Daan muna kami sa grocery, bumili ng undies, at ilang supplies.
July 30, second day, 9 am na kami nakapasok. Same thing, kaso pambawi ng sermon dapat madami kaming mapapasok sa seminar room para makinig ng seminar, at gumana ang powers ni Jirah at Eve, at umalingawngaw ang mga katagang "Sir/Maam, would you like to attend our seminar at the seminar room?". And from there madaming invites ang pumasok. Me memorable pa nga dun e, yung isang ininvite ni Eve, bumbay yun e kasi di gaano kagalingan mag tagalog. Nung una ayaw ayaw pa, pero nung binaggit ni Eve na may free meal, haha, pumayag ang loko, at after kumain umalis na. Pasaway talaga yun! Pero natawa kami sa kanya ha, mga light moments that made that day memorable. Pero di dun natapos ang lahat kasi nung third day bumalik sya, pero ganun padin, haha, kumain lang sabay alis, ang kulit diba? At talagang sinuswerte kami kasi nakakita si Eve ng food na may rice! What a good news para sakin na naghihina kapag di kumain ng rice sa isang araw diba?! Tapos i also bought my very first pearl earring. At syempre binigyan ko si B2 ng isang ring, compliment sa sout nyang bracelet, given by ate Myrna naman. At syempre at the end of the day naging maayos lahat. While pauwi kami ni Eve along Pasay road, may vendor dun sa may pasimano. Tinitignan namin ni Eve yung binebenta nya, mukha syang familiar pero di namin alam yung tawag. Tinanong ni Eve kung anong name nung binebenta nya, haha, usisa talaga kami diba? Sabi ni Manong, Mangosteen daw yun. Natawa kami, kasi alam namin yung name, pero hindi namin alam na sya na pala yung fruit na yun, haha! Syempre ask na din anong lasa nun, ayun di nakatiis si Manong ipinagbiyak nya kami ni Eve, haha. Di naman sorry si Manong kasi bumili si Eve e. At pagkatapos e sumakay na kami ng bus. At nakauwi ako samin, yes! Walang sermon, haha.
July 31 was the last day. Eve thought na di na ko makakabalik kasi baka nasermonan ako dahil di nga ako umuwi nung first day. Surprise, dahil tinawagan ko sya para sabihing im around, hehe, alam ko naman iisipin nya yun e. Hmm, kung kelan ba last day saka ako mawawala? Pero parang ang bilis bilis ng araw na yun, after mag meeting out na kami lahat, pero syempre nag date kami ni Eve after. nagpunta kami ng Glorietta Makati. Dinner at sempre moment namin namin yun.
Hay! sarap isipin talaga na kahit saang place and what time you can have wonderful memories, as long as you are being surrounded by people who are sincere, sincere na baliw! haha.
A promise made by Eve one afternoon, hahaha, trying hard para maisama ako sa event ng company nila. Pilitan ito, pano ba namang hindi? July 23 isang napakalupit na hapon, umuulan, pabugso bugsong kulog, at paminsang dumaan ang kidlat, ayun napakahusay! Tinamaan yung internet namin, ang magaling, 3 mother board ng computer namin ang nasira, damay pati router at isang monitor, galing diba? Sermong umaatikabo, pano mo naman makukuhang gumala sa isang event kahit pa sabihing raket e, waaaaaah!
July 25, isang confirmation call, haha, kasi naniguro na ang lola ko nasasama ako, ginawan ako ng ID. Alangan padin, pero nung sinabi nya magkano per day ko ayun sumama na ko, hahaha, magkano? SECRET!
Fast forward, hay naku dumating ang unang araw. 3 days ang event, from July 29-31, 2010. Since hindi ako familiar where WTC is sa RCBC Plaza along Ayala Avenue sa Makati City kami nagkita. Haha, ang usapang 7 am na pagkikita ay nauwi sa 10 mins before 9, hahaha, malay ko ba namang napakalayo ng Makati sa Pangarap Village no! Oo alam ko malayo, pero ang layo pala, much more than i have expected. So Sorry na dun. Pagdating ng WTC, masaya na si Eve, kahit pa tinaga kami ni manong driver ng taxi sa pamasahe. eto nga pala yung plate number nya (txz 983), incase masakyan nyo, beware kay manong. Kaso pagdating dun, wala pa pala definite plan na gagawin at kung ano pa. So tendency naghanapan pa sila ng mga kasama nya at kung ano ano pa, so kami ni Eve lakad to max, hanggat may susundan. haha, ok diba? Sa sobrang kakasuod nga ni Eve sa kasama nya, pati sa CR muntik na syang sumunod e, ok lang sana, kaso lalaki yung kasama nya, hahaha! Katawa talaga yun. What's another funny thing happened is pumwesto kami ni Eve sa harap ng isang exhibitor din, me table at upuan. We sat there for about 20 mins, nung mapansin kami ng exhibitor sabay sabi "excuse me, this place is our's, so you supposed to be out!". Taray! Pero isa lang naisagot namin ni Eve sa kanya, ang aming magic words "mukha nya!". Hehe pero talikuran yun. Haha.
Then nung bandang hapon na, nakapwesto na kami ni Eve sa registration booth, kaso yung migraine ko sumumpong, natrigger kasi, di kasi ako kumain ng rice, yung rice na kinain ko nung umaga is around 4 am pa, tapos mga 3 kutsara lang. Kaya nung hapon di na ko makausap ng matino. Mukha na nga kong lukaret galing mental hospital e. Nung time na tapos na ang event during that day, di pa agad umuwi, nanermon pa yung boss nya kaya nadelayed kami, 7:30 na natapos yung meeting nila. At minamalas talaga that time, nung palabas na kami syang buhos ng malakas na ulan, with matching kidlat pa. Me migraine ka na, masama pa ang panahon! Shocks! So nung 9 pm ay nasa WTC pa kami, tinawagan na ni Eve parents ko, kaso di nila ko pinayagan makitulog kila Eve. Pero ayaw din pumayag ni Eve kasi kargo de konsensya nya daw ako. Hay bahala na, ending nakitulog din ako. Daan muna kami sa grocery, bumili ng undies, at ilang supplies.
July 30, second day, 9 am na kami nakapasok. Same thing, kaso pambawi ng sermon dapat madami kaming mapapasok sa seminar room para makinig ng seminar, at gumana ang powers ni Jirah at Eve, at umalingawngaw ang mga katagang "Sir/Maam, would you like to attend our seminar at the seminar room?". And from there madaming invites ang pumasok. Me memorable pa nga dun e, yung isang ininvite ni Eve, bumbay yun e kasi di gaano kagalingan mag tagalog. Nung una ayaw ayaw pa, pero nung binaggit ni Eve na may free meal, haha, pumayag ang loko, at after kumain umalis na. Pasaway talaga yun! Pero natawa kami sa kanya ha, mga light moments that made that day memorable. Pero di dun natapos ang lahat kasi nung third day bumalik sya, pero ganun padin, haha, kumain lang sabay alis, ang kulit diba? At talagang sinuswerte kami kasi nakakita si Eve ng food na may rice! What a good news para sakin na naghihina kapag di kumain ng rice sa isang araw diba?! Tapos i also bought my very first pearl earring. At syempre binigyan ko si B2 ng isang ring, compliment sa sout nyang bracelet, given by ate Myrna naman. At syempre at the end of the day naging maayos lahat. While pauwi kami ni Eve along Pasay road, may vendor dun sa may pasimano. Tinitignan namin ni Eve yung binebenta nya, mukha syang familiar pero di namin alam yung tawag. Tinanong ni Eve kung anong name nung binebenta nya, haha, usisa talaga kami diba? Sabi ni Manong, Mangosteen daw yun. Natawa kami, kasi alam namin yung name, pero hindi namin alam na sya na pala yung fruit na yun, haha! Syempre ask na din anong lasa nun, ayun di nakatiis si Manong ipinagbiyak nya kami ni Eve, haha. Di naman sorry si Manong kasi bumili si Eve e. At pagkatapos e sumakay na kami ng bus. At nakauwi ako samin, yes! Walang sermon, haha.
July 31 was the last day. Eve thought na di na ko makakabalik kasi baka nasermonan ako dahil di nga ako umuwi nung first day. Surprise, dahil tinawagan ko sya para sabihing im around, hehe, alam ko naman iisipin nya yun e. Hmm, kung kelan ba last day saka ako mawawala? Pero parang ang bilis bilis ng araw na yun, after mag meeting out na kami lahat, pero syempre nag date kami ni Eve after. nagpunta kami ng Glorietta Makati. Dinner at sempre moment namin namin yun.
Hay! sarap isipin talaga na kahit saang place and what time you can have wonderful memories, as long as you are being surrounded by people who are sincere, sincere na baliw! haha.
Thursday, June 3, 2010
Ironic!
Funny, after a decade i found out something. I kept special feeling for one person and then one fine afternoon while chatting, accidentally i opened it to him, only to found that that he felt exactly the same feeling i used to feel for him before, haha! And now that we both knew it, all we can do is to laugh about it. Ewan kung nakakatawa or nakakainis!
Eto pa, i love to go back to school again SANA to finish my BS Psychology, kaso lack of time and money. Tapos may nameet naman ako, may money and time, lack of interest naman. Sana nagswitch na lang kami, kung pwede ko nga lang hingin na lang yung pang tuition nya. Nakakainggit diba?
Speaking of school, recently i enrolled for Photoshop, kasi i thought parang interest ko sya. But when my class begun, narealized ko mas gusto ko pala talaga tapusin ang BS Psych ko. ang gulo noh? Pag gustong gusto mo at naibigay sayo bigla na lang mawawala yung gana mo, then after, makikita mo na lang di mo tuloy naibigay yung best mo for that particular thing.
Tapos may habol ng habol sakin. I switch off my cp para if ever he will call me, makulit e, he will know na im not with that number already. But then wala naman na talaga ko dun, kasi smart yun, im in globe now, extra umber na lang yun. Pero everytime na inoopen ko, natityempuhan nyang open. Ewan nga kung magaling sya tyumempo o ganun sya kapersistent na abangan ako. And funny, because i keep on dreaming of this one guy to be mine, na alam ko naman na di pwede at di na mangyayari yun. Samantalang may habol ng habol sakin. And to think pa, im not that beautiful para maghabol sya ng ganun, at lalo naman di ko sya ginayuma. Nakakatawang nakakainins, yung di mo gusto hinahabol ka, yung gusto mo hinahabol mo. Ironic diba? Ironic o Karma? Haha, whatever!
Ang daming beses na nangyayari sakin yung mga ganitong pangyayari, I wonder tuloy if what's the message of this. There were things happened to me kasi I thought it was perfect, I thought I have it, and as years passed by you will realized its not mine pala, and it never was pala, or worst i will never ever have it.
Huh! Whatever, salamat na lang may naka imbento ng blogsite, free ako mag express ng nararamdaman. Sabi nga ni Alanis Morissette, "Life has a funny way of sneaking up on you". I'll just stick to it na lang.
Eto pa, i love to go back to school again SANA to finish my BS Psychology, kaso lack of time and money. Tapos may nameet naman ako, may money and time, lack of interest naman. Sana nagswitch na lang kami, kung pwede ko nga lang hingin na lang yung pang tuition nya. Nakakainggit diba?
Speaking of school, recently i enrolled for Photoshop, kasi i thought parang interest ko sya. But when my class begun, narealized ko mas gusto ko pala talaga tapusin ang BS Psych ko. ang gulo noh? Pag gustong gusto mo at naibigay sayo bigla na lang mawawala yung gana mo, then after, makikita mo na lang di mo tuloy naibigay yung best mo for that particular thing.
Tapos may habol ng habol sakin. I switch off my cp para if ever he will call me, makulit e, he will know na im not with that number already. But then wala naman na talaga ko dun, kasi smart yun, im in globe now, extra umber na lang yun. Pero everytime na inoopen ko, natityempuhan nyang open. Ewan nga kung magaling sya tyumempo o ganun sya kapersistent na abangan ako. And funny, because i keep on dreaming of this one guy to be mine, na alam ko naman na di pwede at di na mangyayari yun. Samantalang may habol ng habol sakin. And to think pa, im not that beautiful para maghabol sya ng ganun, at lalo naman di ko sya ginayuma. Nakakatawang nakakainins, yung di mo gusto hinahabol ka, yung gusto mo hinahabol mo. Ironic diba? Ironic o Karma? Haha, whatever!
Ang daming beses na nangyayari sakin yung mga ganitong pangyayari, I wonder tuloy if what's the message of this. There were things happened to me kasi I thought it was perfect, I thought I have it, and as years passed by you will realized its not mine pala, and it never was pala, or worst i will never ever have it.
Huh! Whatever, salamat na lang may naka imbento ng blogsite, free ako mag express ng nararamdaman. Sabi nga ni Alanis Morissette, "Life has a funny way of sneaking up on you". I'll just stick to it na lang.
Saturday, May 22, 2010
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Getting Married
What is the right age nga ba in getting married? For a girl, does being 25, 26, 27 and up really need to rush things nga ba? Biologically, maybe, it's a factor. Emotionally, i don't think there is a right age in getting married.
Before getting there, you have to be prepared in all aspects syempre. Emotionally, spiritually, at most especially Financially. Lalo na if you are the guy.
It's funny how some people rush things out. Yeah, it's a fact, factor naman talaga ang age. But what if, iba ang sitwasyon mo? You are at the situation wherein, emotionally, financially ready kana? Tapos wala naman si Mr/Ms Right?
I know someone na halos ipagtabuyan na ng magulang nya para mag-asawa. She is currently aged 31 at the moment, has stable job, may hitsura, sexy nga e. Ok naman, she is open naman to the possibility to get married if there is someone who will woe at her. But then, wala e. Meron syang nakikilala, e halos sya naman ata magpapakain kapag magkatuluyan sila, and then meron din naman na gusto nya, kaso, pag-aari na ng iba. Katawa diba?
Well, as for me, si Mr. Right ko? Ayun, lumampas, kung kelan babalik or kung babalik pa, hindi ko alam. Kung hindi na, well I have to accept my fate. As for now, better to remain single na lang din muna and fulfill my remaining unfinished dreams, kesa naman pilit mong hanapin at antayin si Mr/Ms Right. Minsan nga, mas masarap maging single. No rules, No offense, No sorries, No heartaches. But if fate turn favorably to my side, in an instant things will definitely change. As for now, single and happy ako. There are a lot of things that a person can be happy about naman e. It depends on the person himself nga lang what will make him happy.
Ako, mababaw lang ako, happy na ko, if at the end of the day I did what i had to do, I have listen to the song that best describe my mood at that day, kapag may ginawang kakaiba yung mga pets ko that pleased me a lot. When I saw something funny at the internet, if I gained additional knowledge and discovered new things, happy na ko. Lalo naman kapag nabusog ako ng todo and I sleep soundly. Plus, nakagawa ako ng entry sa blog ko, yun na! Tapos during evening nanalo pa Ginebra, wala na, masayang masaya na ko nun. Babaw di ba? Well, I have chosen to be happy in a non-complicated way. Para kapag masama ang araw ko, I can easily rebound. Maybe, ganun din yung ibang tao kaya di nila namamalayan yung edad nila. Sabi nga e, nasa marrying stage na, aliw na aliw pa sa single life.
Basta ako, ok na ako, I know now what I want, and maybe God want me to be this way. . . . . .
Before getting there, you have to be prepared in all aspects syempre. Emotionally, spiritually, at most especially Financially. Lalo na if you are the guy.
It's funny how some people rush things out. Yeah, it's a fact, factor naman talaga ang age. But what if, iba ang sitwasyon mo? You are at the situation wherein, emotionally, financially ready kana? Tapos wala naman si Mr/Ms Right?
I know someone na halos ipagtabuyan na ng magulang nya para mag-asawa. She is currently aged 31 at the moment, has stable job, may hitsura, sexy nga e. Ok naman, she is open naman to the possibility to get married if there is someone who will woe at her. But then, wala e. Meron syang nakikilala, e halos sya naman ata magpapakain kapag magkatuluyan sila, and then meron din naman na gusto nya, kaso, pag-aari na ng iba. Katawa diba?
Well, as for me, si Mr. Right ko? Ayun, lumampas, kung kelan babalik or kung babalik pa, hindi ko alam. Kung hindi na, well I have to accept my fate. As for now, better to remain single na lang din muna and fulfill my remaining unfinished dreams, kesa naman pilit mong hanapin at antayin si Mr/Ms Right. Minsan nga, mas masarap maging single. No rules, No offense, No sorries, No heartaches. But if fate turn favorably to my side, in an instant things will definitely change. As for now, single and happy ako. There are a lot of things that a person can be happy about naman e. It depends on the person himself nga lang what will make him happy.
Ako, mababaw lang ako, happy na ko, if at the end of the day I did what i had to do, I have listen to the song that best describe my mood at that day, kapag may ginawang kakaiba yung mga pets ko that pleased me a lot. When I saw something funny at the internet, if I gained additional knowledge and discovered new things, happy na ko. Lalo naman kapag nabusog ako ng todo and I sleep soundly. Plus, nakagawa ako ng entry sa blog ko, yun na! Tapos during evening nanalo pa Ginebra, wala na, masayang masaya na ko nun. Babaw di ba? Well, I have chosen to be happy in a non-complicated way. Para kapag masama ang araw ko, I can easily rebound. Maybe, ganun din yung ibang tao kaya di nila namamalayan yung edad nila. Sabi nga e, nasa marrying stage na, aliw na aliw pa sa single life.
Basta ako, ok na ako, I know now what I want, and maybe God want me to be this way. . . . . .
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Pretty Faces I always Adore!
Hindi naman ako tibo, pero i always appreciate pretty faces, sexy bodies and beautiful woman from head to foot. Para kasing ang sarap sarap tignan ng mga babaeng may magandang mukha, regardless of the features of their faces and their races. Pero sabi nga, beauty is in the eye of the beholder, and to my eyes, they are the beauty that i always look at.
First is KRISTINE HERMOSA.
May tututol ba kung sabihin kong maganda yung face nya? Nagagandahan ako sa kanya, particularly sa mata nya. Although pangahan sya, bumagay naman sa kanya, plus ang hinhin pa nyang magsalita, nagcompliment sa aura ng mukha nya, and bagay din yung cliff chin nya. Pero hindi nya ko follower, wala lang, nagagandahan lang ako sa kanya, that's it.
Next is DONITA ROSE.
I remember nung bago pa lang sya sa showbiz, she was being called barbie doll. Most remembered sya during her commercial of Lux. Yung balikat nya, agaw attention. At that time, International VJ sya ng MTV Asia.Sino nga ba makakalimot kay LEILA BARROS?
Isang Brazilian volleyball player na naging paborito yata ng halos lahat during 90's. At dahil nga sa sobrang gusto natin sya naging cover pa sya ng ilang magazines dito sa Pilipinas.
pero lutang parin ang ganda. Pero may team mate sya na mas gusto ng kuya ko kesa sa kanya, as far as i could remember, si Erika yun. I was in my high school that time.Next is not a commercial model nor a tv personality, classmate ko sya sa Our Lady of FatimaUniversity Lagro, we are classmates in Filipino II subject. She is a HRM student.
Naalala ko, nung una namin syang makita nung iba ko pang mga classmates, pinagtatalunan pa namin sino ang kamukha nya. May nagsabing si Anne Curtis, merong Yasmien Kurdi, minsan may anggulo naman syang kamukha ni Nadine Samonte. Whoever, pretty face talaga tong
classmate ko na to.
Kinuha pa nga sya to
compete for Miss Fatima, di ko na nga lang nalaman kung nanalo sya, kasi the next semester, di na ko nakapag-enrol, hehe. Her name is JULIE ANCAJAS.
classmate ko na to.
Kinuha pa nga sya tocompete for Miss Fatima, di ko na nga lang nalaman kung nanalo sya, kasi the next semester, di na ko nakapag-enrol, hehe. Her name is JULIE ANCAJAS.
Sila ang mga mukhang kung magbubuntis man ako at totoo ang paglilihi e gugustuhin kong tignan minu-minuto.
Thursday, February 18, 2010
I'LL SAY GOODBYE FOR THE TWO OF US
When you wake up
And find me gone tomorrow
Don't think I meant to hurt you
I just did what we knew I had to
And all the time we knew it
The time was never right for us
Time to leave this love behind
I could never leave you -- Baby
If I see you cry
Chorus
I'll say good bye for the two of us
Tonight while you sleep
I'll kiss you softly one last time
And say good-bye
Like I know we must
There's just no other way
And I couldn't bear to see your heart break
So I'll wait till your asleep to say good-bye
Please realize
How hard it is to do this
I'm trying to make it through this
Say good-bye just as gently as I can
Please try and understand
This time just wasn't the time for us
We knew I couldn't stay
But that don't make it easier to leave you
So while I can find the strength
Before your arms embrace me
Before your kisses take me
Before your eyes can make me stay
Like I know we must
I'll wait till you're asleep
To say good-bye for the two of us
Tonight while you sleep
I'll kiss you softly one last time
And say good-bye
Like I know we must
There's just no other way
And I couldn't bear to see your heart break
So I'll wait till your asleep to say good-bye
When you wake up
And find me gone tomorrow
Don't think I meant to hurt you
Good bye
One day while i was sitting in front of my PC, thinking about nothing. I happened to open the music menu of my pc, then found the name "Expose". As I started to listen, to each and every lyrics, from first line to the last. One thing registered to my mind. "HOW PAINFUL THE WORD LOVE IS!"
This song kasi, as you try to look at the lyrics, is all about forbidden love. For sure, taken yung isa, if the other is married or just having a relationship, one thing is for sure, this is forbidden. Seems, kailangan ng magpaalamanan kaya ganito kalupit yung lyrics. Try to feel the song, parang ang sakit sakit sa kalooban nya diba? Tipong, "i need to do this coz this is the right thing, pero paano? Kung sasabihin pa lang sayo ng harapan e di ko pa magawa?" (There's just no other way And I couldn't bear to see your heart break So I'll wait till your asleep to say good-bye) Pero sa totoo lang, masakit naman talaga yun di ba? Tipong you had to do it with a heavy heart, gagawin mo ng di mo kagustuhan kundi para sa kapakanan ng ibang tao, at dahil yun ang tama. Oo nga, mahal mo sya at mahal ka nya, pero sa maling panahon na e. At dun naman papasok yun "kayhirap umibig sa di tamang panahon" at "kung malaya lang ako".
I remember, i posted a topic sa isang thread, where in i asked kung, naniniwala ka bang sa isang bawal na relasyon, masasabi mo bang may pagmamahalan? or was it just pure lust and want/need? I was surprised na ang naging sagot ng majority is "yes, there is". Iba kasi sa panananaw nating mga Pilipino e, na kapag usapang kabet, kirida and whatever na mga words pa they are using, for sure walang pagmamahalan yun. Pamalit ka lang for a while kasi may problema sila sa relasyon nila. Tipong ganun. Pero on my personal view, eto e opinyon ko lang naman. At first maybe Yes, pero as time goes by kasi naa-attached tayo sa kapwa natin, kahit hindi nga bf/gf e, basta companion lang na nakakasama mo lagi, or even a person na you always share your thoughts with, then all of a sudden mawawala, we feel some emptiness kapag nawala diba? Kasi lahat naman ng taong nami-meet natin may gagampanang papel sa buhay natin diba? E what more yung naging karelasyon mo regardless kung forbidden or legal. Kaya ako, naniniwala din ako, na yes, for a while laro laro yung mga ganung relasyon pero when time comes at sinibok sila sa kanilang relasyong bawal at nalampasan nila, maybe di nila mano-noticed naa-attached na sila sa isa't-isa. Kaya when Goodbye times come, napakahirap sabihin yung salitang "goodbye, farewell, paalam, adios". More often than not, yung mga taong nasa ganitong relasyon mas ginugusto na lang na mawalan na lang ng communication. Kumbaga yun na yun. Kasi mahirap nang sabihin e, kasi masakit na, attached na e. Maybe the reason why yung writer nitong song ganito yung naging lyrics.
As for me, malagay man ako sa ganitong sitwasyon, di ko din alam kung anong gagawin ko. Siguro ipagbi-burn ko na lang sya ng cd na content ang song na to, para as he play this song, maalala nya na masakit sakin ang bitawan sya at isipin na lang nya ako ang kumakanta. For a while naging maganda timbre ng boses ko, Charing!
And find me gone tomorrow
Don't think I meant to hurt you
I just did what we knew I had to
And all the time we knew it
The time was never right for us
Time to leave this love behind
I could never leave you -- Baby
If I see you cry
Chorus
I'll say good bye for the two of us
Tonight while you sleep
I'll kiss you softly one last time
And say good-bye
Like I know we must
There's just no other way
And I couldn't bear to see your heart break
So I'll wait till your asleep to say good-bye
Please realize
How hard it is to do this
I'm trying to make it through this
Say good-bye just as gently as I can
Please try and understand
This time just wasn't the time for us
We knew I couldn't stay
But that don't make it easier to leave you
So while I can find the strength
Before your arms embrace me
Before your kisses take me
Before your eyes can make me stay
Like I know we must
I'll wait till you're asleep
To say good-bye for the two of us
Tonight while you sleep
I'll kiss you softly one last time
And say good-bye
Like I know we must
There's just no other way
And I couldn't bear to see your heart break
So I'll wait till your asleep to say good-bye
When you wake up
And find me gone tomorrow
Don't think I meant to hurt you
Good bye
One day while i was sitting in front of my PC, thinking about nothing. I happened to open the music menu of my pc, then found the name "Expose". As I started to listen, to each and every lyrics, from first line to the last. One thing registered to my mind. "HOW PAINFUL THE WORD LOVE IS!"
This song kasi, as you try to look at the lyrics, is all about forbidden love. For sure, taken yung isa, if the other is married or just having a relationship, one thing is for sure, this is forbidden. Seems, kailangan ng magpaalamanan kaya ganito kalupit yung lyrics. Try to feel the song, parang ang sakit sakit sa kalooban nya diba? Tipong, "i need to do this coz this is the right thing, pero paano? Kung sasabihin pa lang sayo ng harapan e di ko pa magawa?" (There's just no other way And I couldn't bear to see your heart break So I'll wait till your asleep to say good-bye) Pero sa totoo lang, masakit naman talaga yun di ba? Tipong you had to do it with a heavy heart, gagawin mo ng di mo kagustuhan kundi para sa kapakanan ng ibang tao, at dahil yun ang tama. Oo nga, mahal mo sya at mahal ka nya, pero sa maling panahon na e. At dun naman papasok yun "kayhirap umibig sa di tamang panahon" at "kung malaya lang ako".
I remember, i posted a topic sa isang thread, where in i asked kung, naniniwala ka bang sa isang bawal na relasyon, masasabi mo bang may pagmamahalan? or was it just pure lust and want/need? I was surprised na ang naging sagot ng majority is "yes, there is". Iba kasi sa panananaw nating mga Pilipino e, na kapag usapang kabet, kirida and whatever na mga words pa they are using, for sure walang pagmamahalan yun. Pamalit ka lang for a while kasi may problema sila sa relasyon nila. Tipong ganun. Pero on my personal view, eto e opinyon ko lang naman. At first maybe Yes, pero as time goes by kasi naa-attached tayo sa kapwa natin, kahit hindi nga bf/gf e, basta companion lang na nakakasama mo lagi, or even a person na you always share your thoughts with, then all of a sudden mawawala, we feel some emptiness kapag nawala diba? Kasi lahat naman ng taong nami-meet natin may gagampanang papel sa buhay natin diba? E what more yung naging karelasyon mo regardless kung forbidden or legal. Kaya ako, naniniwala din ako, na yes, for a while laro laro yung mga ganung relasyon pero when time comes at sinibok sila sa kanilang relasyong bawal at nalampasan nila, maybe di nila mano-noticed naa-attached na sila sa isa't-isa. Kaya when Goodbye times come, napakahirap sabihin yung salitang "goodbye, farewell, paalam, adios". More often than not, yung mga taong nasa ganitong relasyon mas ginugusto na lang na mawalan na lang ng communication. Kumbaga yun na yun. Kasi mahirap nang sabihin e, kasi masakit na, attached na e. Maybe the reason why yung writer nitong song ganito yung naging lyrics.
As for me, malagay man ako sa ganitong sitwasyon, di ko din alam kung anong gagawin ko. Siguro ipagbi-burn ko na lang sya ng cd na content ang song na to, para as he play this song, maalala nya na masakit sakin ang bitawan sya at isipin na lang nya ako ang kumakanta. For a while naging maganda timbre ng boses ko, Charing!
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
"Quotable Qoutes"
Sa buhay natin, may mga litanya tayong naririnig na nagiging malaki ang impact satin.Like sa akin, and i would like to share this qoutable qoutes sa inyo, baka tulad ko ma-inspire din kayo.
"do not memorize, understand it, because you will never forget something that you have understand"
- words from my professor in Asian Institute of Computer Studies, prof ko sya sa Accounting 1. very frustrated sya when he told us those words, kasi walang pumasa ni isa samin sa subject nya nung nagbigay sya ng prelim exam. As a result, kinausap nya kami what's wrong, ayun kasi sulat lang daw kami ng sulat, tapos memorize, dapat daw intindihin ang lesson. Mabait talaga si Sir after ya magsermon biigan na kami ng isa pang exam, awa ng Dyos, pumasa naman kami. By the way, his name is MR. JOEY OBOS.
"hindi lahat ng magaganda lang ang pupulutin mo, dapat kahit yung pangit. kasi malay mo maling tao ang makadampot, e kung ikaw kaya mong dalhin sarili mo, e kung natapat sa mahina, wala na, atleast ikaw kilala mo sarili mo"
-words from an evangelist, Bro. LITO FERNANDEZ. nabanggit na yan ng minsan may nabalitaan syang isang kakilala namin teenager na napapariwara dahil sa barkada at family problem. way nung teenager yun para maexpress nya yung sarili nya, kaya binilinan nya kami na mga kausap nya, since sa tingin nya strong naman daw ang personality namin.
"sige balewalain nyo lahat ng sinasabi ko, pero ito tandaan nyo, pagdating ng panahon, maalala nyo lahat ng sinasabi ko, baka sabihin nyo pa, tama pala si Sir!"
-eto naman word from my high school teacher, fourth year adviser, MR. ANTONIO BACONAWA. daldal kasi ng daldal ang klase habang nagle-lesson sya, ayun nanermon. while doing the sermon na wlang banlaw, nahalata nyang yung iba e walang interes sa pangaral nya, ayan ang quotable qoutes nya. And yes he is correct, rumihistro naman sakin yung mga pangaral nya, ewan ko lang sa mga boys namin sa likuran, haha.
"wag mong hanapin yung sarili mo sa ibang tao, ikaw yun e, iba naman sila"
-from my friend named Aly, i wonder kasi, yung ibang friend namin parang napakainsensitive, e ako di naman ganun sa kanila, sila parang wala lang, di nila iniisip kung may natatapakan sila or nakakasakit sila. kaya yan ang sabi nya.
"kung ang araw nga nagpaphinga at lumulubog sa dapit-hapon e, darating tayo dyan, lahat naman tayo nakakaramdam ng kapaguran"
-word from my greatest idol, MR. ROBERT SALAZAR JAWORKSI. this was during his interview way back 1998, that time kasi press were asking him, kelan ba sya magreretire.
Ilan lang yan sa mga qoutable qoutes na nagkaroon ng impact sakin. Next time, mga lines naman ng songs.
Au Revoir!
"do not memorize, understand it, because you will never forget something that you have understand"
- words from my professor in Asian Institute of Computer Studies, prof ko sya sa Accounting 1. very frustrated sya when he told us those words, kasi walang pumasa ni isa samin sa subject nya nung nagbigay sya ng prelim exam. As a result, kinausap nya kami what's wrong, ayun kasi sulat lang daw kami ng sulat, tapos memorize, dapat daw intindihin ang lesson. Mabait talaga si Sir after ya magsermon biigan na kami ng isa pang exam, awa ng Dyos, pumasa naman kami. By the way, his name is MR. JOEY OBOS.
"hindi lahat ng magaganda lang ang pupulutin mo, dapat kahit yung pangit. kasi malay mo maling tao ang makadampot, e kung ikaw kaya mong dalhin sarili mo, e kung natapat sa mahina, wala na, atleast ikaw kilala mo sarili mo"
-words from an evangelist, Bro. LITO FERNANDEZ. nabanggit na yan ng minsan may nabalitaan syang isang kakilala namin teenager na napapariwara dahil sa barkada at family problem. way nung teenager yun para maexpress nya yung sarili nya, kaya binilinan nya kami na mga kausap nya, since sa tingin nya strong naman daw ang personality namin.
"sige balewalain nyo lahat ng sinasabi ko, pero ito tandaan nyo, pagdating ng panahon, maalala nyo lahat ng sinasabi ko, baka sabihin nyo pa, tama pala si Sir!"
-eto naman word from my high school teacher, fourth year adviser, MR. ANTONIO BACONAWA. daldal kasi ng daldal ang klase habang nagle-lesson sya, ayun nanermon. while doing the sermon na wlang banlaw, nahalata nyang yung iba e walang interes sa pangaral nya, ayan ang quotable qoutes nya. And yes he is correct, rumihistro naman sakin yung mga pangaral nya, ewan ko lang sa mga boys namin sa likuran, haha.
"wag mong hanapin yung sarili mo sa ibang tao, ikaw yun e, iba naman sila"
-from my friend named Aly, i wonder kasi, yung ibang friend namin parang napakainsensitive, e ako di naman ganun sa kanila, sila parang wala lang, di nila iniisip kung may natatapakan sila or nakakasakit sila. kaya yan ang sabi nya.
"kung ang araw nga nagpaphinga at lumulubog sa dapit-hapon e, darating tayo dyan, lahat naman tayo nakakaramdam ng kapaguran"
-word from my greatest idol, MR. ROBERT SALAZAR JAWORKSI. this was during his interview way back 1998, that time kasi press were asking him, kelan ba sya magreretire.
Ilan lang yan sa mga qoutable qoutes na nagkaroon ng impact sakin. Next time, mga lines naman ng songs.
Au Revoir!
Monday, February 8, 2010
A girl named . . . . . "Eve"
Exploring the net really makes a lot of sense!
One fine day, dated July 28, 2008. Maybe its destined for me to meet this woman. I don't have anything to do, i saw my computer, it seems like its calling me and saying "common, lets surf". And yes, i did surf. Surf, surf, surf until i saw my monitor displayed, PBA Online. And since im a PBA lover, Ginebra fan to be exact, I
registered on the site, and meet a woman with a user name eve_25. We chatted, exchanging questions, from where, how old, what team, who is her favorite player, and why we cannot use the chat room displayed by no less than Sir RV (the one who owned the site). Because the day we registered, sir RV implemented a rule in which members of the site should posted in atleast 100 post to the topic rooms for us to use the chat room. From there Eve and I decided to exchange friendster account, email address and YM. And before leaving the site I asked her, "anong oras ka o-online bukas?" She answered back, "ganitong oras din, wala ate ko ng ganitong oras e, sya maglalaba muna ako ah".
From there we begun to chat day by day via YM since we cannot use the chat room provided because we haven't reached that 100 pcs of post. We got the chance to know each other, why is she always online like me. The answer? We are both jobless that time (haha). And furthermore, questions about family came in and answered. As time goesby, we discovered that we have alot of common things, aside from the fact that we are both die hard Ginebra fan, that we are both jumping for jaworki's basket since we are in elementary level, Eve and I are both childlike. Pinaganda ko lang, in short isip bata! Hmmm, pero sabi nga naming dalawa, isip bata man kami, mature naman when it comes to deciding important matters in life, oha? And we are also lukresya in many ways. In addition, we are both loveless. (Wag ka na magtanong nabasa mo na yun na yun).
We decided to see each other after six months, after it was being postponed due to some excuses and inarte factors, plus the fact, wala kami pera parehas (hihi). Sa Trinoma Mall, dated January 31, 2009.
Things changed as time goes by, we both seek for job and luckily got it. Nagbusi-busyhan ika nga. Since we are both busy on our respective job, our communication begun to lessen, indeed the sincerity still there. We try to chat whenever there is time, text messages is also a media for both of us. I call her in her office if there is time. Exchanging thoughts, kamustahan, at news about ginebra are the topics we usually talk about, and i forgot to mention, lovelife. The hell that word is! (haha). Last September we saw each other again, we watched movie "Kimi Dora", drink our favorite "Zagu" and the most especial one, we bought a magnetic necklace/bracelet, as bond of our friendship. And the sales lady also told us that it was an anti stress accessories, we bought it since we are both stressed at that time.
Isn't it nice to know that whatever or wherever we can make friends? Just like what happened to me, imagine i found one of the best friend i have right now via internet. Thank God! And im looking forward to grow old with a friend who may not be always there physically but i know deep within our hearts we always there for each other.
One fine day, dated July 28, 2008. Maybe its destined for me to meet this woman. I don't have anything to do, i saw my computer, it seems like its calling me and saying "common, lets surf". And yes, i did surf. Surf, surf, surf until i saw my monitor displayed, PBA Online. And since im a PBA lover, Ginebra fan to be exact, I
registered on the site, and meet a woman with a user name eve_25. We chatted, exchanging questions, from where, how old, what team, who is her favorite player, and why we cannot use the chat room displayed by no less than Sir RV (the one who owned the site). Because the day we registered, sir RV implemented a rule in which members of the site should posted in atleast 100 post to the topic rooms for us to use the chat room. From there Eve and I decided to exchange friendster account, email address and YM. And before leaving the site I asked her, "anong oras ka o-online bukas?" She answered back, "ganitong oras din, wala ate ko ng ganitong oras e, sya maglalaba muna ako ah".
From there we begun to chat day by day via YM since we cannot use the chat room provided because we haven't reached that 100 pcs of post. We got the chance to know each other, why is she always online like me. The answer? We are both jobless that time (haha). And furthermore, questions about family came in and answered. As time goesby, we discovered that we have alot of common things, aside from the fact that we are both die hard Ginebra fan, that we are both jumping for jaworki's basket since we are in elementary level, Eve and I are both childlike. Pinaganda ko lang, in short isip bata! Hmmm, pero sabi nga naming dalawa, isip bata man kami, mature naman when it comes to deciding important matters in life, oha? And we are also lukresya in many ways. In addition, we are both loveless. (Wag ka na magtanong nabasa mo na yun na yun).
We decided to see each other after six months, after it was being postponed due to some excuses and inarte factors, plus the fact, wala kami pera parehas (hihi). Sa Trinoma Mall, dated January 31, 2009.
Things changed as time goes by, we both seek for job and luckily got it. Nagbusi-busyhan ika nga. Since we are both busy on our respective job, our communication begun to lessen, indeed the sincerity still there. We try to chat whenever there is time, text messages is also a media for both of us. I call her in her office if there is time. Exchanging thoughts, kamustahan, at news about ginebra are the topics we usually talk about, and i forgot to mention, lovelife. The hell that word is! (haha). Last September we saw each other again, we watched movie "Kimi Dora", drink our favorite "Zagu" and the most especial one, we bought a magnetic necklace/bracelet, as bond of our friendship. And the sales lady also told us that it was an anti stress accessories, we bought it since we are both stressed at that time.
Isn't it nice to know that whatever or wherever we can make friends? Just like what happened to me, imagine i found one of the best friend i have right now via internet. Thank God! And im looking forward to grow old with a friend who may not be always there physically but i know deep within our hearts we always there for each other.
Sunday, February 7, 2010
Random Thoughts!
Oh yes, this is my first, first ever to write a blog, and actually, there is nothing or there is no particular topic i would like to write now, just familiarizing this little space in the net, and see what will come out after.
Well, i have been a follower of many blogs, i always read others' blog but never write one, just now! And let me describe my environment now, well the weather is good, there is the blue sky, beautiful! Later, i am going to watch a new show that will premiere this evening, entitled "First Love", kinda curious about what the story is all about, aside from the fact that the lead stars are young Under 15 ears old i guess.
And aside from that, i almost forgot to tell that i am happy today because my favorite team in the PBA won last night. My Ginebra did a good job, especially JC Intal, and let me mention Erik Menk, who played very well, he always deliver when its badly needed. Maybe he is just proving, he was once an MVP!
What else? I guess, i should stop typing now, coz there's no more thoughts coming in, maybe the next entry i will do, hope it will be more interesting to read, maybe 10 blogs from now, i guess i will labeled this as my worst blog ever! So what? This my first?
Till here, see you then!
Well, i have been a follower of many blogs, i always read others' blog but never write one, just now! And let me describe my environment now, well the weather is good, there is the blue sky, beautiful! Later, i am going to watch a new show that will premiere this evening, entitled "First Love", kinda curious about what the story is all about, aside from the fact that the lead stars are young Under 15 ears old i guess.
And aside from that, i almost forgot to tell that i am happy today because my favorite team in the PBA won last night. My Ginebra did a good job, especially JC Intal, and let me mention Erik Menk, who played very well, he always deliver when its badly needed. Maybe he is just proving, he was once an MVP!
What else? I guess, i should stop typing now, coz there's no more thoughts coming in, maybe the next entry i will do, hope it will be more interesting to read, maybe 10 blogs from now, i guess i will labeled this as my worst blog ever! So what? This my first?
Till here, see you then!
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