2012!

Official time now is 12:20 AM. As 2012 has finally arrived!

Start of pampering myself, listening to myself, listening to my conscience, prioritizing my needs and wants. For this 2012, I will listen MORE on what my head is saying than my heart is dictating. For a change, and since I'm not getting any younger, I should now decide things based on my cognitive and not on my emotional aspect. I'm excited to meet new people, to experience new things, hope I will be lucky enough to face my endeavors.

But still the same old me, still be exercising Altruism. May GOD be with me for the rest of the year and the rest of my life.

My Things to do list for 2012

-open a savings account
-donate my B+ blood type
-find a long lost friend
-buy MUSIC BOX
-manipulate and play my flute again
-read another novel
-explore the world of photography
-meet nhey, claudine, kath & rizza whom I consider my sisters in the world of cyberspace.

I Am

For a friend of mine, I am a Broken Angel. The songs says why. . . . .





And after, he told me . . . . .

"And I promise that it's not your fault.
It was never your fault"

And I would like to believe that statement.

Thanks To You!

I suppose to be reviewing my notes by now since tomorrow will be my exam for Test & Measurement and Genetics. Those two subjects are quite hard, but since you keep on entering my mind since earlier, I guess I have to blog it out for me to express my thoughts so that I can focus on my reviewing.

Now what? Well, as what my mind is whispering, though you knew these already. I'm thankful lately, but of course I'm always thankful for my blessings, its just that, lately, I appreciate you very much for being part of my system. Every minute, every single seconds.For making me realize and constantly reminding me that life is not just about the past. For the concern, for the efforts, for understanding my tantrums and my personality. For making me feel I'm a baby at times, which I always miss, since my brothers and I have grown up. Thank you for pampering me and allowing me to be an ego centric most of the time, though I know it irritates you at times, and still you allow me to be one. You just don't know how much it matters to me. I know I always tell you these. Hopefully you can still manage to join me on my day to day tantrums next year. I know were close enough, we are already in a level wherein we are just the only person who understand what we are doing though it might sound or seem weird to others. Sabi mo nga, kulang na lang gamitin mo ang toothbrush ko. Sana hindi ka magsawa. Dahil sayo, feeling ko bunsong bunso ako, kahit mas matanda ako sayo. Im not longer that Hoarding, kasi you made me feel I should not hoard, the past because pwede naman uling maramdaman yung ganung pakiramdam, this time with different people, with different attitude, but stll the same level of happiness. :)

I finally realize fully, why God didn't allow me finish my study earlier than it suppose to be, because He planned to make our paths cross. True enough, God has the perfect answer to every unclear situation in proper time.

And with that, THANK YOU GOD!

Tarlac for Sikolohiyang Filipino

This weekend my groupmates and I will be going to Tarlac to do our Sikolohiyang Filipino Research and Video Presentation. We are excited about this. Thanks goodness, our parents allow us to go out of town and give us the money we will be needing for this project. We are praying that we will come up on the expectation we are setting for this. Anyhow, we are all set, and I believe, in terms of financial, psychological, more so with emotional, we are very much ready, physically, they are, but not me. Still I need to visit my dentist. My tooth still ache.

God Bless us with out trip!

" I only want You happy even if its not with me."

Thank You Prayer

I just want to thank you Lord, for making my day right, you let me start my week right. I am contented. It only proves that the decision I made was right. Thank you for always guiding me. You really love mo so much. And I always feel it.

And I am hoping You will never leave me, please God always stay beside me, so that I can always come up with right decisions and I will never feel threatened with my surrounding. To You I trust everything.

I LOVE YOU LORD!

??????????

What can I say to change your mind?
What can I do?
Are you sure about your decision?
You hate me being so "hoarding", and yet you made yourself an additional factor to make me stick with this kind of personality. Don't you know that?
Why does the sudden change of mind?
Are you really happy with the decision you made?
Do you know much it hurts?
Does it come from the heart?
How sure are you that in time you will not regret?
What about our plans?
Why are you so stubborn?
Do you really consider me a friend?
How come you made up your mind that easy?


And most of all. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .


Why are you so weak??????????

Definitely I can make it, and I will!

I may be in bad mood yesterday, but overcoming has always been in my vocabulary. I can do this! I wont allow anyone and anything to block my way.

Ako pa! Anak ata ako ng Diyos!

Publish Post

Call Me by Name :)

I remember, my teacher in high school told us that the most sweetest word a person could ever hear is his name. So you should always call a person by their name.

So I listed some of my pet names and who are the persons who used to call me these names. :)

Ning-Ning - definitely my house name. Parents, siblings, relatives and neighbors call me this. But as time goes by, and as i grew up, Ning-Ning became "Neng". Should I be thankful? Haha.

Meow - is actually a pet name given to me by my brothers' ex girl friend. She heard them calling me "Ning" she said, it sounds as if they were calling a cat. And during that time I was hooked to a two way radio and thinking of a call sign to be used on air. So we think "Meow" would be nice. So people whom I met via two way radio still calls me "Meow" at this time. To tell you the truth, I'm no longer comfortable when they call me that. Whew! I'm only 17 when I used that name. And now, di na bagay! Haha.

Jong-Jong - if you were my classmate in high school, you most probably call me this, than Jona. Way back high school, my best friend Rosana gave me a new name, and the whole class started calling me Jong-Jong, rather than Jona. And until now, if I get to talk to them, in the internet, text, kalsada, hehe, you would hear them calling me "Jong!"

Juna - my co-workers always call me "Juna", instead of Jona. They are making fun of my name! As if the were from Visayas region. Way back Silverworks days, it was year 2006-2007, Elisa my co-worker start calling me "Juna". Then the others followed. When I worked for Pinctada in 2009, my manager also called me "Juna". Also, for fun. And later on, became the usual.

Emerald - given to me by my friend and considered sister, met her through the internet. Also an avid Ginebra fan, Jamie. We shared a lot of secrets, most specially if its girls talk, we tend to bond a lot. I gave her the name "Rubi", after the tv show Rubi, because she has a similar attitude with the lead star. And in return, she baptized me with the name "Emerald" wala lang, maka-birthstone lang. Haha! But my birthstone is Garnet.

Jowna - name given to me by my classmate in Psychology, Gelo. In text messages, he always put "W" in my name, reading it "Jowna". Kung bakit, wala lang, arte nya lang. He is the one exclusively using that spelling, and calling me in that way. So if there's someone who pronounce my name that way, sya lang yun, wala nang iba! Si Mr. Anxiety lang.

Jo - almost everyone call me this. Short for my name, obviously!

In whatever way they want to pronounce my name, having it spelled differently, prolong it, and making it short, just the same. What's important is, my personality. They may call me differently, but it will always be the same person they knew from start till the end. :)

Si Manong Driver :D

The other day, I went to SM Fairview to buy some groceries as ordered by my boss (my mother :D), but before that, I buy a piece of new blouse. As reward to myself, for whatever reason, its nothing!

And after I bought the stuffs, I went home immediately. On the parking lot on my way home, the jeepney driver keep on calling passenger. When I was seated already, he shouted "dalawa na lang, lalakad na!" Naisip ko tuloy, biruin ko kaya si Manong, "Manong lalakad po ba talaga? Kaya nga po ako sumakay e, pambihira ang layo ng Pangarap sa SM ha!" I keep a serious face, but inside me is hell laughing. Why did Manong driver uses the term "lalakad na" when we are riding a vehicle. In my mind, "wrong grammar si Manong, haha!" While waiting for the two people to fill the vacant seat, he still keeps n shouting "dalawa na lang, 2 na lang, lalakad na!" To divert my uncontrolled laughing, I just texted my friends about Manong driver, they even replied "LOL! Wagas si Manong!"

Finally the most important two people arrived. Unfortunately, we are not even that far from the parking lot, I guess its about 1pm, so the temperature is at its high, and hell traffic jam! We got stock for 10 minutes in a position where sun rays hits passenger inside the jeep. Suddenly I saw Manong driver get his CD's. I said to myself, "good thing may soundtrip!" And yes! Its really a trip! He played Michael Jackson's Billy Jean. Lol! At the middle of the traffic and its 1 PM, playing Billy Jean? To my surprise, ang katabi ko sumasabay at gumigewang pa. Si kuya kung maluwag ang space mukhang magmo-moon walk pa! Lol! Nasabi ko na lang, "sana palitan, love song naman sana." And it seemed Manong driver heard my calling. As he gets another CD while still stuck in the same position. My ears are waiting for the next song. He played a remix of OPM from the past, as in from the past, Iisa pa lamang by Joey Albert, Pangarap ka na lang ba by Jamie Rivera, Sabi ko na nga ba by Sheryl Cruz, Kahit bata pa ako by Lilet. Nasabi ko na lang "Wagas talaga si Manong!" Hahahaha! Sa katanghaliang tapat, suma-soundtrip! Hay!

Until finally, I didn't noticed lagpas na pala ako ng Fatima, aba, paganun-ganon lang nakalusot na pala kami sa traffic. When I was already in Amparo, tinitigan ko si Kuya, nasip ko kunan ko nga si Manong driver ng pic, mai-entry ko nga sa blog ko ang masyang trippings nya sa buhay. And here he is. . . . . .

Sayang kasi di ko nakunan ng medyo kita yung face. Malamang kasi kung nakunan ko e baka nabangga kami! Haha! Si Manong, ang wagas makapag-soundtrip!

Pay day!

This day is just sooooooo sweet! After all the late night sleeps, the reviews till midnight, the hunger, the head ache, the oily face, and all, it did paid off!

Thank you God for this!

Either, Or

Na-realized ko lang kanina, ang pag-eenrol pala ng sabay-sabay (lalo na sa mga Irreg) parang relasyon. You need to meet half way, you all need to compromise, in terms of financial, and schedule. It's either you wait until the day they're ready, and be with for the whole sem, or you go ahead and meet new ones.

Ang Matakaw na si Gelo! Bow!

Hay last day na ng exam namin kanina. As usual, pagkatapos ng every class or event sa school, bonding time with my siblings. Although hindi kami complete, masaya parin. Originally were just five, but when we are already in the mall, may kasabihan nga, ang mga pakalat-kalat madaling makita, kaya yung isang pakalat-kalat nadampot namin sa gilid ng SM Fairview. :)

As always ang problema at tanong ng lahat, "San tayo kakain?" at syempre ang issue na napakahirap sagutin, "Anong kakainin natin?" Bakit nga kaya kapag magkakasama ang barkada, napakahirap pagkasunduan ang isang simpleng bagay? Unlike kapag mag-isa ka lang, kung anong nasa malapit sayo, talo-talo na. Pero kapag madami, ang tanong na "San tayo kakain?" ay inaabot ng mga kalahating oras bago mapagkasunduan? :)

Tapos tipong, babanat pa si Gelo ng "Magkano ba, check ko 'tong milyones ko sa wallet." Only to find out na bagong tig-bebenteng limang piraso lang naman! Makailang beses na ba nya kaming binanatan ng ganun? Yung tipong parang sya na yung masarap banatan! Buti na lang nakapagpigil si Clay. :)

At syempre, sa naipong koleksyon, nabuo ang isang hapunan. Hapunang nakakapanghina. :) Nakakatawang isipin, parang mga patay-gutom talaga kami pag magkakasama. Kahit anong dami ng pagkain, ubos! Dati masaya ko, kasi ako ang taga-ubos, not until Gelo came. Kasi nagkaroon ako ng kahati. :)

At dahil ang pizza na kinain namin kanina ay 8 slices lang, at anim kami, may maiiwang 2. Pero dahil andun yung boyfriend ni Hara, binigay ang isa sa kanya so may isang slice na lang. Sabi nga ng Prof namin sa Social Psychology na si Maam Trish, may tinatawag ang mga Pilipino na "Pakiramdaman system" :D Antayan sino unang kukuha nung natitirang slice. Pero dahil dapat equal ang lahat, at dahil mahal namin ang isa't-isa, hating kapatid dapat. Pantay-pantay! Kaya dapat tig-iisang kagat sa natitirang slice. Kaya ako na nagpauna. Sumunod si Gelo (magpapahuli ba naman sya? haha!) sumunod si Clay, may tatlong kagat pa, pero ang kagat na para kay Hara, binigay nya kay Gelo, kaya nakadalawa na sya, tig-isa pa lang kami ni Clay :( Pero dahil mahal ako ni Jen, ang kagat na para sa kanya at sa kasama nya ay napunta sakin. :D

Ayan ang last two bites na dapat ay para sakin, pero dahil mahal ko si Gelo, ang kagat na para sakin ay napunta sa kanya, in exchange, hindi ko sya masyadong binigyan ng marshmallow, haha! :P At dahil masyado syang matakaw, isinama namin sya ni Clay sa pinagkainan namin.

Infairness, keri padin ni Gelo. Kahit natabunan sya ng mga pinagkainan namin mukha parin syang basang sisiw, ay mali, cute pala! Pero kahit ganyan yan, love namin yan. Malapit na nga birthday nya e, kaya lalo namin syang minamahal lately. Haha! Pero parang wala lang e, walang effect!

Kidding aside, mahal namin yan. He is always sincere with his words. Kahit na minsan mukhang hindi nakikinig sa sinasabi ko, deep inside ginagawa naman pala nya. He always listen to my stories kapag isinasakay nya ko pauwi sa kahabaan ng Lagro, dun sa may Loading & Unloading Zone. Haha! What I like most about him? Hindi sya pakitang gilas, instead of sharing his strong points, he prefer to tell those of the negative side of him. Yung pagiging pasaway nyang EX boyfriend. At yung pagiging sadista nyang Tito sa mga pamangkin. Buti na nga lang di ko sya naging Uncle! And masarap syang kausap. Good listener, actually, one of my biggest secret in life nga nai-share ko na sa kanya. Ganun na nga ata kami kakomportable sa isa't-isa. Kaya love ko yan kahit kaagaw ko sa pagkain. :)

At dahil sa Monday na ang birthday nya, gusto ko magwish. Sana anuman yung hinihiling nya sa birthday nya, SANA MATUPAD. Whether financial man or personal wishes. Because He only deserve the best things in life. Happy birthday Gelo! 3 words for you.

:)

Just Hyphothetical

If I will be given a chance to ask famous Psychologist a question, I will ask them the following:

Abraham Maslow - "Since you are an Atheist and you hate your mother so much, do you consider yourself a self-actualized person?"
Sigmund Freud - "How much is a part of your personality is Id, Ego, & Superego?"
Albert Bandura - "Is Psychology a nature or a nurture?"
Karen Horney - "Will you still consider a person to be neurotic if his submissiveness and his needs for affection is to GOD?"

Space _______

I need space. Yung tipong, ako lang sa sarili kong mundo. A space where in I don't need to explain why I'm doing this and why I behave this way. Yung tipong I will behave in a manner na I'm comfortable, yung hindi ka sasabayan ng nasa paligid mo. Times where in you told them you need a space, they'll just give it without asking you "Why?" and "For what?"

My Ego says. . . . . . .

I believe that in life, we always have a choice. Actually, choices. I believe I have my choices, my options, my opinions, my freedom. And I won't allow anyone to take it away from me. Not even myself. So I better make up my mind now and choose.

I feel I am somewhat in the middle of emotional crisis at the moment. Maybe I guess I'm not that capable of choosing the right things to do and the right words to say, but definitely I will overcome this. I've been through this many times, and still I'm here. I believe in myself!

I have my choice, and I choose not to stay in that situation no more. I choose to stop. I realized it won't make any sense in the future. That won't hurt me that bad somehow, but I prefer to stopped things this early. And I believed I made the right choice. GOD bless me!

After all. . . . .

Sa buhay, lahat naman tayo may pagpipilian, lahat din naman tayo may pangalawang pagkakataon, alamin lang natin kung paano natin ito muling makukuha.

Week that was, week ahead

Its been quite sometime since the last time I posted an entry, I misssss blogging so much! I'm so busy last time that I didn't have time to update my everdearest diary on the web. :)

Thank GOD I'm done with all my projects and reports, in the next few days I'll be participating in a quiz bee in our school, God bless me. I'm not expecting to get a place in that particular event. I am even thinking twice If I'm going to pursue it. What excites me is that logo making contest in our school. I have an idea in mind, hope it will come out the way I wanted.

Anyways, tomorrow my friend will deliver his share in our teaching demo subject, though we came from different section, but we are classmates in many subjects and we are both taking PMT or Principles and Methods of Teaching subject. In that particular subject we are required to have our teaching demonstration inside our room and for our final demo will be in other section. I'm done with my final demo, but this friend of mine seek a help from me. Which happens to so anxious about his piece. I don't know why he seemed so bother, that he's been preparing for such a loooooooooooong time and yet, still, not contented with his preparation. He's very intelligent, he has good looks, he's been a party host way back when he is still working, but I don't really understand why and where his anxiety came from? He knows what we will going to say, he reviewed it many times, but still he is sooooo bother. I feel sorry for him, that's why I decided to helped him the best way I can, any possible help that can minimize his anxiety. Hahaha! Everytime I see him, I couldn't help but to laugh inside me because of his appearance. Tomorrow will be his final demo, and I'm praying that he will make it. I'm wishing he will recall all the things we researched and all those words that he memorized. Hope he delivered well. :)


Also, by next week, my friend will be celebrating his birthday, I, or should I say WE decided to surprise him, hope he will appreciate what we prepare for him. And I'm excited because he will treat us for dinner. It will be fun for sure. I should not be eating too much before that so my stomach will be that empty, haha!


What a looooong week it was, and what an exciting week ahead of me. Mixture of exhausting and exciting and tiring but fun week. :)

:(

sad to say may mga tao na pinaglapit lang pero hindi pwede. . . . .

The Joys of Doing A Video

Curiosity at first.

When I saw my brother doing a video in Movie maker, it caught my interest immediately. Until one day I find myself compiling photos and choosing MP3 for my background. At first, it was just a practice. Until one day, I learned that my my friend will be celebrating her birthday in the next couple of days. Since we haven't see each other, I think on how am I going to give her a birthday present, in a special way, na hindi naman kami magkakadaupang palad? Problem isn't it? Hanggang sa sumagi sa isip ko why not make a video?

Ayun, after an hour or two, video has just finished. And uploaded. Nakakatuwa lang nung panoorin nya e teary eyed daw sya. =)

Until I ended up that every friend I have who will be celebrating their birthday, I felt that Im obliged to make a video for them. :D Anyhow! I love doing it naman, lalo na kapag nakikita at nababasa ko yung mga reactions nila!

It really paid off!

Ian Inspired!

Last time my Prof in Humanities asked us to come up with a sculptural work. Since Sculpture has a very wide variety of medium, there are a lot of choices to choose from, including food. At first I decided to use carrots as my medium. And my subject is cat. But upon curving the carrots, I realized that if I were to use food, it won't take that long and carrots will be perish. So I think of something, a medium that can be preserve until such time. So I decided to use a styro. But upon curving I noticed that even though you are using a sharp blade of cutter to curve the styro, it took me some time to finish it. Another reason is, this was my first time doing it.

That was the head. Then the body.


After curving my medium, I wonder what will be the color of my subject. And how will I put them together. At first I tried water color, only to realized that water color will not absorb by the styro. I tried pastel, and Yes! It did work for me! My only problem is, how will I put the head and the body together? Until my brother gave me a double adhesive tape, finally I come up with my very first sculptural work. His body was colored with pastel and I put a tail at the back to hold it standing. I have chosen to used color orange for my subject because my cat is also color orange.

And lastly, while I'm sitting and watching basketball, particularly the Sudden Death Play - Off of SMB & Gondon's Gin Boars way back 1997 (via YouTube), while staring at my work and taking some photos of him, I'm thinking what will be the name of my sculptural work. . . . .


I was watching a basketball game and suddenly, Ian Araneta of Azkals came into my mind. (he is my favorite among the Azkals) Later, I decided to name my work after Ian Araneta.

And so now, I'm introducing to you my very first sculptural work made from styro, "IAN, ang pusang Azkals". :)

I Am :)

Currently, I'm planning to make a surprise to someone who is somewhat special to me. I'm still conceptualizing everything. I'm considering his personality, what his reaction will be, and of course, what exactly my surprise is. Well definitely I have something in mind now, but, I'm still thinking how will I execute it. I'm in the process of gathering small pieces of materials and informations. And I'm choosing my words to use, need to broaden my vocabulary, will it be in Filipino? In English? Actually, as of now I still don't have any target date to finish this. I just gather and gather everything which is connected to him and see from here.

Huh! How I wish he will appreciate this! :)

Jealous :(

Jealous of the girl who caught your eye
One of my darker days

When I found out, it was really one of my darkest days, or not really darkest, its more appropriate to use the word "shocking". Because, definitely it is the ending of my hoping days.

When you looked at her where was I?
Shoulda been in her place

If you're with her, If you're looking at her, I wonder if you still remember me, and if so, what are the things coming into your mind?

Here I am
All alone imagining what might have been
What could have been
If I had been there

I'm imagining, If we are still together, for sure, we are in a different level already! The relationship is more deeper.

Jealous of the one whose arms are around you
If she's keeping you satisfied

I'm not jealous nor envy, what exactly describes my feeling is "she's lucky", and I'm saying it without bitterness I know.

Jealous of the one who finally found you
Made your sun and your stars collide

For sure, she's your inspiration in everything you do, in every goals you are aiming right now.

She's a very very lucky girl

Definitely, she is.

Jealous of the one who won your heart
They say it's a perfect match

I know, I heard, I saw. They're saying that statement. Ouch!

She's gonna get to be where you are
And I don't get better than that
She'll say you're fine
Whisper words I wish were mine
And they might have been
If I had been there

She's now doing the things I used to do, the feelings I used to feel. And I know how does it feel, because for once I wear the shoes she is wearing now.

You know I'd fight the good fight
If I thought I'd change your mind

I did, everything, just to change the whole thing, including your mind. But now, I'm just hoping in my dreams.

But if she makes you happy
I would leave that dream behind

And now I'm holding back those dreams, If its making you happy, I will just pray that you will always stay in that happiness.

Man, she better treat you right
And give you everything
Cause at the moment she doesn't
I'll be waiting in the wings

She'd better! Because you don't deserve to be hurt.

OMG!

I wonder If you still remember this?

Oh My Gosh! I'm soooo inlove, I found you finally. . . . . .


Its been a year, bilis! Time flies so fast!

At Ako'y nagulat. Bow!

Its so surprising to know how I reacted when I saw it earlier! Bakit nga ba kasi ang aga ko nagbubukas ng facebook? Well simply because I wake up early.

Actually I'm prepared for it long time ago, it's just, its different if it's happening already. The moment you are already in the middle of the situation. You don't know what will be your reaction. Am I going to be mad? Am I going to be sad? One thing is clear, I knew I am surprised, though I am prepared for it long time ago, and I have accepted it. Still, I got surprised, and I know I'm a bit sad. Sad in a way, why you go first? Wala lang :(

But still, I need to move forward, keep the faith and track my fate. I just don't know what to say and how to react at the moment. Shall I say good luck? I guess not. I'll just do my things and fulfill the promised I have made. To see you in 3 years time, and I'm still very determine to fulfill it. 1 year down, 2 more!

<3
Nobody knows ... I hide it inside
(nobody does, really....)

Why can´t this feeling just fade away
(its been quite some time. . . . . . )

There´s no one like you ...
You speak to my heart...
(you really do)

I´m too proud to lose
But sooner or later I gotta choose
(I guess this is the moment I need to choose, or should I say to decide)

The Answer!

DATI PA
by: Aiza Seguerra

Intro: D-Bm-G-A-; (2x)

D A/C#
Hindi ka nawala sa isip ko
Em A
Kahit nagkalayo
D D7
Ang puso ko ay nasa 'yo
G Gm
Hindi pa rin nagbabago
F#m Bm
Itong aking nadarama
Em Fdim A
Mahal kita, di ba dati pa

Chorus
D A/C# F#sus-F#
Dati pa, gano'n na 'yon
Bm A G
Umiibig pa rin sa 'yo hanggang ngayon
Em Gm
At lagi kang mahal
D Bm
Hindi ako mag-iiba
Em A D
Mahal kita, di ba dati pa

Interlude: D-Bm-G-A-; (2x)

D A/C#
Di ka nalimutan, kahit kailan
Em A
Laging hinahanap
D D7
Hinahanap kahit saan
G Gm
Hindi pa rin nagbabago
F#m Bm
Di ka nag-iiba
Em Fdim A
Mahal mo rin ako, dati pa

(Repeat Chorus)

F# Bm
Bumalik ang kahapon na minsa'y nagdaan
E A A#
Nauulit ang tunay na pagmamahalan

(Repeat Chorus moving chords 1/2 step higher)

(Repeat Chorus moving chords 1/2 step higher,
except last word)

Cm-Cm7-F
... pa

Fm Bb (Coda)
Mahal kita, di ba dati pa

Coda: Eb-Cm-Ab-Bb-;
Eb-Cm-Ab-Bb-Eb

"kung tatanungin mo ako kung mahal kita?
dalawang salita lang ang isasagot ko sayo, "DATI PA".

I Can't Find the Words. . . . . . . .

Hay nakakainis! Panget talaga yung ganitong pakiramdam! Yung tipong may gusto kang gawin di mo alam pano uumpisahan, may gusto kang sabihin pero hindi mo mahanap ang tamang salita. I want to write an entry kasi, actually, I suppose to post this since December last year pa, and yet di ko pa sya nasisismulan. There's the thoughts already, even yung mga details, but very time I'm turning my thoughts into words, every time na ita-type ko yung mga salita, pag binasa ko na, iba yung dating e. Its not the exact thoughts na gusto kong iparating sa makakabasa. So ginagawa ko, ihinihinto ko na lang. Kapag nasa mood na ko, binabalikan at ni-edit ko, pero dahil its really a mess, dinelete ko na lang. Gulo ko diba?

Eto pa, isang realization ang napagtanto ko ngayon lang. Stalk kasi ako ng stalk ng Fb account e, haha! Naisip ko lang, bakit may mga bagay na parang ok naman, pero bakit di pumu-pwede? Yung tipong kapag titignan mo yung sitwasyon mukhang smooth naman, pero dahil ipananganak ata ako para mag-imbestiga, ayun I decided to find out the answers for my Q's. And na-realize ko, kaya pala ayaw ni GOD, kasi kapag nangyari yun baka hindi sa ikakabuti ng isang part. Alam siguro ni Lord na hindi sya para dun. Yung tipong may mas HIGIT para sa kanya. Now I know! Naisip ko lang, sayang nga naman kasi, matino pa naman yung tao, baka mapariwara lang sya. Hmmm, "birds with the same feathers talaga, flocks together". Tama, she should stay na lang sa kung ano sya ngayon. MUCH BETTER!

So dahil lutang parin ako, nag-play na lang ako ng music, napagdiskitahan ko namang patugtugin ang "The Past" ni Ray Parker Jr. Kasabay nun, pumasok naman sa isip ko ang kasabihan na sinusunod ng karamihan na "past is past". Well, sino ba naman kasing nagsabing ang past ay pwedeng maging present at maging future? Wala naman diba? Sounds pilosopo pero totoo naman. Im totally against on that statement. Kapag ba sinabing past dapat na lang ibaon sa limot? Hindi ba dapat na ang past ay maging inspirasyon sa pagharap sa kasalukuyan at sa kinabukasan? Hindi ba dapat lang na alalahanin natin ang gunita ng nakalipas. Kasi kung hindi, di sana hindi na pinag-aaralan ang History. At sana ay dini-disregard din natin ang Biblia. E samantalang ang sabi ni Elias sa Noli Me Tangere, "alalahanin ninyo kaming mga namatay sa dilim" at di sana ay di na natin ginugunita ang pagkapako sa krus ni Hesu-Kristo? At pinaka magandang sabihing, di sana di na tayo nagbi-birthday, kasi ang pagkapanganak satin ay part ng nakaraan. E bakit pa kung past is past?

At isa pang nakakainis ngayong hapon, me load nga ako wala namang nagtetext back sa mga tinetext ko! Hay sayang ang ATXT20! For all network pa naman, tapos ang masama nyan kapag natulog na ko saka ang daming nagtetext. Minsan dis oras ng gabi nagigising ako 24 msgs recieved! Ay ano ba! Mas mabuti pa talaga ang mag-blog na lang. I wonder sa mga sinulat ko, may mga na-touched na kaya akong lives? Naging instrument na kaya ako ni GOD para medyo mabago ko yung tingin nila sa isang particular na issue sa buhay nila? Well, hope so!

Hay tama na nga! Kung ano ano na pinagsasasabi ko. Sana naman matapos ko na yung blog entry na gustong gusto kong i-post. Sana I will be ablw to find the words na.

Are You One of Them?

I guess no one will argue with me if I say that we all wish to have that someone whom we can say our own. Because it always feels good to know that there is someone around if we are down to cheer us up. Sometimes its not the problem, its not even the reaction of the people around that scares us, but its the thought that you are alone in carrying your burdens. There are times when problems seemed easy to handle, though it was so huge, if there is someone who back us up. Not really helping us, but just knowing they are ready to hold us up again if we are about to fall. Just one tap at our back, then we are back in shape again.

Someone who will listen to every stories we will share every end of the day. In our busy days that a lot of things happened, we all want to share those stories to that particular person. What was our whole day look like. What we have encounter, if we eat well, if we slip on the floor, when we saw a beautiful scenery, or heard a mind resting music. We learn something new, heard a new jokes perhaps. Just to voice out what's our opinion on a certain topic, and share are insights. A person whom you can share those sensitive and intimate details of yours.

A person who will definitely stick to us through thick and thin. A person who will stand for us when everyone is in doubt.

That particular person we want to laugh and cry with. Let's admit the fact that its very easy to share our happiness to every one, but we choose people who will see our crying times. Because you only cry with someone that you know can give you comfort. And not to everyone. We certainly would want that it will be the same person we share our tears and our laughters.

The person whom we can share our dreams and ambitions. That in every goals we are pursuing, that person served as our inspiration. That no matter how many times we fail, we definitely strive to get back, because he or she is the reason behind. That in every details of our plans, we include that person in it. And when that dreams turns to reality, that person is still part of it. Along the way, sharing the fruits of our labor with that person.

But before looking for that particular person, did you ever try to ask your self, "Did I ever do that?" Think about this, did you ever try to be there for someone when that someone is about to fall? Did you ever listen to someone's story? Did you ever share your dreams with someone, or made that person the reason behind your ambitions? Have you try to cry and laugh with the same person? Did you stay with that person in his good and bad times?

If so, then YOU are one of those person who should be search. More often than not, searching for that kind of person is truly a hard task. Remember that there was an old saying "Be the change you want to see in this world." So if its hard to see that kind, then be one!

Isn't it nice if we found that person? After all, we are entitled to love and be loved.

Superb Summer Class!

Tomorrow will be the final exam for my summer class. I got two, SOC 4 and LIT 1. And it's conflict, they have the same time. I decided to take SOC 4 to the conflict room.

Time flies so fast, really! I can still remember, the first day of summer class, every one is quiet. Just looking at each other, searching for some familiar faces around, meeting new classmates, and some cross enrollees. And of course meeting our professors. Then after a week I became close to some. I may not be that close to the remaining others but at least we are not snubbing each other. I try to smile with everyone and be friend with them. And then the following days and weeks, we saw each other helping one another in some activities, playing, brain storming especially in my NSTP and SOC 4 subjects. And then later in the afternoon, the room is filled with laughter due to the "Okray Momentsssssss" of Sir Yosa. But though there were times, actually, everyday, that he will throw some sarcastic jokes on us, we are not offended but rather we just laugh at it, and not knowing we get used to it. :D Actually, everytime Sir Yosa is absent, we miss him a lot, the day seemed to be incomplete. Literally yes, because he is absent, but what's really missing is his presence. Those discussions that made us laugh. I will surely miss that! And also, those words of wisdom by Sir Esguerra, he is not teaching the Rizal subject alone but he has also a lot of inputs, about everyday lives, biblical stories, some experiences, ethics, and a lot more. He is really an amazing professor. We can talk to him, ask him about anything. That's why I love them both.

And what more makes it hard for me to accept that tomorrow is the lat day of summer is my classmates. I got along with them very much. From my NSTP, SOC 4 down to my LIT 1 subject, they were all so nice! Plus the fact that we are irregular students, we blend so well. I got the chance to interact with different courses, different people wit different attitudes. There are some who is really nice, some are friendly, some are loud, some are tame, while others are simple. Though we have different attitudes, we get along very well.

And one more thing that I will miss so much about my classmates is, when I caught them staring at their crushes while the the teacher is having their lesson. Then afterwards I will tease them! And they will just blushed, and eventually, it became their routine to look at the most endearing person in the room (for them), and also my routine to catch them! :D

And of course, aside from that, I learned so much from my professors. About the lessons, learned some new things, additional knowledge, wisdom and just those simple things in life. This summer class is really a memorable one! Actually, I consider this summer class as my best semester so far. Everything is so harmonious.

I hope and I'm praying that my next semester will be like this one. If I will describe my summer class with one word, it will be "MEMORABLE".

(this picture was taken during the presentation of Noli Me Tangere play in SOC 4)

(Group 3 with our Professor, Mr. Esguerra)

(with my Literature 1 classmates, Melba (BS Tourism), Shery Lou (BS Physical Therapy). Danielle (crossed enrollee from San Beda College, taking up Law), and Me :)

(my NSTP family)

"If I only had the power to stop the hands of time, I have done it earlier!"

Umbrella

My umbrella made my day today! Yun lang, naiwan ko sa room. Its good thing si Sir Yosa ang nakakuha, kundi nawala na ang sentimental value ng umbrella! :D

"You can stay under my umbrella, ella, ella, ella, e,e,e,e!"

Ngayon ko lang na-appreciate ang ambon at ulan. Before I hate rainy days, I only enjoyed it when I was young, when we used to play under the rain, me, my brothers, and play mates. Ngayon ko lang uli naramdaman yung ganitong feeling, now I understand why there were people who loves rainy days so much.

Kung lagi bang ganun e, ok lang! Sige, let it pour!

I enjoy being. . . . . . . . . . . . Confused?

Currently confused with what I feel as of the moment! But what ever this feeling maybe, I like it, and I'm enjoying every moment of it. It's just, fate is testing my rules AGAIN!

Hay! :|

My Summer 2011 Is. . . . . . . . . Nathan Brumfield!

When second semester is about to end, I keep on wondering what will be my summer 2011 looks like? Will I take an out of town vacation? Am I going to be super busy, and if so, what would be the things am I going to be busy with? Will I meet new people? Will my summer be a memorable one?

After the grades had been given to us, the only thing went on my mind is, "I'll just enroll this summer, so I'll be able to finish my studies ahead of time". So that's what I did. I took my NSTP 1&2, SOC4 which is Rizal, and Lit1 which is Philippine Literature. I got so excited because I knew those questions in my mind will be answered. First, Yes, I will be busy since I am studying and I want to devote my time only for studying my lesson. 2nd, yes, I am about to meet new people. And I love meeting new people. New classmates from other courses, new professors and new peers. But the third question is hanging, will it be memorable? I will only found out at the end of the summer.

So as my summer goes day by day, I did what I supposed to do, studying, doing my chores, doing my hobbies and things that pleases me a lot, watching basketball! As everybody who's close to me knew very well at I'm a die hard Ginebra fan. It shows, just look at the title of this blog, haha! And then one day, while browsing the net, I saw an update about the team, I saw the team's import named, Nate Brumfield. I checked his name on facebook, gotcha, he has an account! So I immediately hit the Add As Friend button, and luckily he accepted it, didn't expect that he is also online that time. So when I saw his name on my online friend list, I tried to chat him. Being a lucky lady on that day, he responded to me. And also say "hi". From there, my summer 2011 changed.

Since okay naman ang unang experience ko chatting with him, sinamantala ko na! :D The next night I saw him again on my online list, I tried to chat with him again and he responded again. Our conversation by this time went personal, I asked him some personal questions and he politely answered. And he even asked me also some personal questions. That was the time I felt that he was nice. Considering he is a celebrity, who am I for him to ask me some questions and try to keep the conversation going, and more meaningful. And he has always the last say in our conversation, when we are about to sign off. And because of that, every time I saw him online I always try to have a conversation with him. There were times that we both still up until midnight 'till dawn, I'm chatting with him while I'm doing my project, and researches. One midnight, I asked him some personality test questions. And I love what I discover in him. He is really such a nice guy inside. Though he may seemed not that approachable because he always frown. He always looks so serious. I even asked him one time if he know how to smile. Haha! There was also a time when I asked him about food, I found out that he is "picky eater".

One day, my SOC4 professor asked us to compose a poem and submit it that same day. He told us that we should have an inspiration for us to come up with a meaningful poem. It could be a thoughts, a thing, a person. When I heard that, he came into my mind. I thought why not make a poem for Nathan, since his birthday is coming. And give it to him as a remembrance. Our professor required us to make a four line, and four stanza poem, as I'm doing it, and finished it, I just found out I finished four lines and SIX stanza poem. I asked myself. "Am I that inspired to come up with six stanza?" Then after, my professor asked me to read it aloud in front of the class. Geeezz! I did, haha! And later in the afternoon, I put the poem in my notes in facebook and tagged it to Nathan. Those were the special days I will forever cherish. But, sad to say, this is the last day that he will be in Manila, since the series ended last night. The team may not be able to get the crown, but they will be forever champion in our hearts.

So as the summer continue, I also continue what I supposed to do, studying, my chores, hobbies, watching Ginebra's game, and chatting with Nathan. And by this time, I can now answer the 3rd question. Yes, It is sooooo memorable! I enjoyed my summer 2011 a lot! I made it more worthwhile by enrolling a summer class, and met new people, including the one that made my Summer 2011 more meaningful, Nathan Brumfield!

Thanks Nathan! And ADVANCE HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Whatever you'll be wishing, hope GOD will grant it, because a person like you deserves only the best in life. So long! Hope you'll be able to play again here in the Philippines.

PS: coffee + milk = picky import :D

Sorry Loss :(

Ginebra lost their game tonight. TNT 104, BGK 88. The TNT lead the series 2-1.

It hurts, so bad! I don't even remember when was the last time I feel this way. I don't know why! I'm totally affected. I supposed to finish the script for our play Noli Me Tangere. But I'm not in the mood to do it, totally, their loss ruined my night! :(

I need a moral booster. I need to finish the script! Huh!

By the way,

God, please take good care of the whole team, both TNT & BGK while traveling back to Manila. And please, give me some enthusiasm to finish my script, I need it tomorrow. Love You Lord!

By all means, Ginebra should win in game 4. And hopefully, Nathan Brumfield be able to get the Best Import Award. Keeping my fingers cross to that. And also, Mark Caguioa for the Best Player of the Conference.

I'm really a big fan! Now that made me smile! :)

Missing My Ebyang :(

Nakakamiss si Eve, ang friend kong lukaret!

Ngayong me asawa na sya at soon to be mother e tiyak na mami-miss ko ang moments namin 2. Yung mga usapan namin through the net at text. At syempre ang pang-o-okray namin ng palihim sa mga kaaway. :D

Yung mga times na kino-consult nya ko sa mga problems nya. Kaloka! Nakakamiss din pala na may nagko-confess sayo ng mga problems nya. Sya ang madalas na may dinadaing pero ako ata ang humanap hanap ng ganung eksena, parang ako lang ata ang naka-miss nun. :D

Hay! :(

Naiwan nya ko, nauna nang mag-asawa ang lukaret! Sabagay, nasa tamang edad naman na sya, actually tamang tama na nga e. :D At mas matanda naman sya sakin ng months, so okay lang.

At least, somehow alam ko magiging masaya sya. Sana lang maging maayos ang marriage nila at di magaya sa iba. She deserved to be happy in the first place. Seeing her happy and contented with her own family will make me feel better, kahit na wala na kong friendship. Actually, madami naman, kaya lang me bond kasing na nag-e-exist na somehow sa kanya ko lang na-feel, basta there is something. I don't know If she feels the same way.

Hay! Ang bilis ng panahon! Parang kelan lang kami nagkakilala, then eyeball sa Trinoma, then nag-date kami sa SM North Edsa, then World Trade, ngayon eto she's married already! Soon, she'll be having her baby, and hopefully as time goes by, ma-achieve ko rin yung goals ko in life, to be a licensed psychologist.

:)

Expectancy Value Theory, Yes It did happen to me, Kanina! :)

Early this morning I am torn between two things. Me and my classmates were planning to go to Eco Park since last week, but since its final period, everyone is catching up for their grades. So I end up canceling the event the other night. But since I was the one who brought up that idea, they are forcing me to continue and let the others if they don't want to come with us. I was about to go when a text message from a friend bangs my cell phone saying "ngyn daw magpapacheck up si rochelle 'te". She is pertaining to a common friend who 's not feeling well since last week. At that very moment, I made a second thought on going with my classmates in Eco Park. Will it be enjoyable for me to go with them, or I will just go with my friend to have her medical check up? A minute gone by and I made up my mind, I'll just go with my classmates to see a doctor.

When I was in school, I saw mine friend, she looked so problematic. A friend of my is with me, happened to her friend also. So what we did, after our class, we went with her on the clinic to have her check up. After 30 minutes a result was released by her doctor, stating that she needs to have an X-ray. But since she was short in her budget, she decided to have it on the next day. So the three of us went to Jollibee to have or lunch, and she answers all the expenses. :)

Just a few minutes, I saw the pictures being uploaded by my fellow classmates who went to Eco Park, the view was so beautiful, the ambiance was so peaceful and refreshing. I regret a bit, because somehow its my obsession to go to a place like that , to see a view like those what I saw in the pictures. It seems so relaxing!

But, upon realizing, somehow I won't exchange the feeling that you are with a friend in their lowest moment or should I say when they need a moral support of a friend than those of beautiful views that can be seen if time permits. Nothing is more relaxing, that at the end of the day, you know that you made a friend or a person feel loved. Maari mong balikan ang isang lugar na andyan lang, pero hindi ang pagkakataong maiparamdam sa isang tao na ikaw ay nariyan lang.

Bottom line, pwede pa mamasyal sa Eco Park, next time with Rochelle. :)

Pag-Asa by True Faith

I was used to watched "Don't Cry My Love" in TV 5 before. I like the story and the characters, particularly Miguel. But one thing that made me hooked to that Koreanovela is the song used to be its' soundtrack. Pag-asa by True Faith. There is a particular line in that song that caught my interest.

"Siya lamang ang may alam
Kung papaano mapapawi ang lungkot ko"

Totally nakakarelate ako sa lines. Because for once in my life, there is one particular person who knows how to made me smile in the midst of pain, and knows how to turn a terrible day into special one. And until now, at this very moment while I'm constructing this entry, NO ONE can ever do the same thing as He did. Without saying a word, without confessing what i feel, He know when I'm sad, when I'm tired, when I'm stressed and pretending to be okay. He knew what and how exactly i feel. He even knows when I'm lying and just trying to hide my feelings. And He will try to make that particular moment to turn into jolly moment.

"Malayo ka man
Pag-ibig mo'y ramdam na ramdam ooh-ooh"

But now, He's gone and too bad we don't have any communication. But at least, for once in my life I feel how it is to be treated that way. And until now, I still cherish those moments. Although He is far, I still feel His presence. And I still feel loved.

I'm just happy that True Faith made a song that would described best how our situation used to be.

Quotable Quotes 2

"you are entitled to act on what you believed is normal, as long as you know the word limitations"

-mr. simplicio "ace" casiban II (my Human Development prof)

"make a positive change to other,no matter how little"

-robert jaworski sr.

"ang ginawa mo sa kanan ay gawin mo sa kaliwa para balanse"

-mrs. benauro (my math 2 prof)

"a good food is like a time machine, it brings back memories"

-janice de belen

"changes means you learned, regardless if its positive or negative"

-mrs. joyce lardizabal-padilla (my gen. psych prof)

The Feeling!

my gosh! kung alam nya lang, im trembling to death!

Isang Gabing Usapang Larong Kalye

Isang gabi, habang nagpe-facebook biglang may nagpop out sa chatbox ko, si Alvin, ang friend kong mahilig sa basketball gaya ko. Nang bigla tanungin nya ko ng:

naglalaro ka ng larong kalye nung bata ka pa?

8:46pm

bakit? off nyt?

larong kalye? oo bakit?

8:46pm

di sya ganun ka aggressive.4pts nga lng ung nabilang ko na pts nya

wala lng.nakakamiss maglaro.tas ngaun mga bata wala ng alam kundi dota

8:47pm

oo ga

puro dota

kakaumay

unlike yung teks

haha

tsaka yung gagamba

at tumbang presyo

syato

mataya taya

at langit lupa

haha

8:48pm

yeah.buti nlng naenjoy ko ung ganun.old school

8:48pm

naman

8:48pm

jolen

teks

wew kakamiss tlga

8:48pm

tipong naligo na nung gabi, lalabas pa ng hws

e maliwanag ang buwan

patintero na

8:48pm

hahaha

8:48pm

haha

8:48pm

ung pag hapon na magtatawagan na tas maglalaro na

pag di na mainit

8:48pm

5-10 nalaro mo?

yung agawang base kung tawagin

8:49pm

ah oo naman

8:49pm

hatakan naman ng damit yun e

haha

8:49pm

da best un.todo effort pa para pahabain eh

humihiga pa

8:50pm

hahaha

8:50pm

ngaun mapawisan lng ayaw na.

8:50pm

tapos kapag hapon tutubi naman

haha

mga nakadapo sa sampayan

tsaka salagubang kapag maulan

haha

8:50pm

haha.tpos saranggola rin.pataasan pa

oo salagubang tas tinatalian :))

8:51pm

uu kapag tag hangin naman yun

waaaaah, nagtali ka din ng kawawang salagubang?

hahahha

parehas tau

8:52pm

oo naman.haha! pagkatapos paglaruan tatanggalin mga paa :))

tapos papaliparin

8:53pm

torture no?

haha

kawawang salagubang

gagamba din

mga kawawang insekto

:D

8:53pm

haha.kwawa tlga.gagamba yoko nun.katakot :|

8:53pm

yung syato nalaro mo?

8:54pm

OO!!

8:54pm

katawa kapag bata, trade ng jolens, kapag barag ayaw

nyahahaha

8:54pm

kulit nung larong un

oo choosy pa :))

8:54pm

aasintahin pa, sukat na halikan na ang lupa

haha

8:54pm

mas mahal ung puti db? kesa dun sa transparent :))

8:54pm

oo, cheap ang transparent

haha

8:54pm

hahaha! oo

8:54pm

dampa alam mo?

8:55pm

oo!! hirap ako tutunan ung dalwang kamay nun eh

tas sa mga kuya ko ang lalakas ng tunog

:))

8:55pm

yung iba ang galing nun no?

8:55pm

oo ang lalakas pati ng tunog.kakainggit :))

8:55pm

haha

kapag bata ka bilib na bilib ka na no?

8:55pm

:)))

8:55pm

lalo at malayo narating ng goma

haha

sungka?

sa lamay ko natutunan yun e

haha

8:56pm

ay kelan lng ako natuto nun :))

8:56pm

ako elem ata ako

lagi namamatayan ng bahay yung pinsan ko

haha ubos ang shell nya

8:57pm

hahaha

8:57pm

pinaka paborito ko yung patintero at piko

8:57pm

sakin agawan base tska tumbang preso :))

db may tawag sa agawan base na "bahaw"

8:58pm

oo

bakit?

8:59pm

ano na ba un?

d ko na din marecall

larong pang lalaki kasi yan e

8:59pm

haha

9:00pm

pang bwiset lang ako kapag sumasali ako

haha

9:00pm

un ung mas nauna ata umalis sa base, ung mas bago nakapagbase ung pwede tumaya sa mga matagal na di naagbbase

9:01pm

parang ganun na nga ata

haha

langit lupa walang rules

haha

basta wlng sayad sa lupa

hehe

9:01pm

badtrip ung langit lupa na un :))

9:01pm

bakit?

taya ka lagi?

9:02pm

pag walang rules.tatambay lng kayo dun magdamag

9:02pm

hahaha

the best padin ang jack stone

haha

9:03pm

sa babae :p

9:03pm

naabot mo ba yung exhibition?

9:03pm

haha

9:03pm

wag ka plastik

9:03pm

nde

9:03pm

umamin ka

nalaro mo yun haha

9:03pm

nalaro ko pero di ung super

haha

9:03pm

kita mo

haha

kapag bata ka walang larong panlalaki o babae

depende na lang sau ano ime-major mo

ahahah

9:04pm

nakakatawa ung mga babae naglalaro ng chinese garter tapos aasarin ng mga lalaki.tpos palagi tlgang may bading na kasama dun sa babae :))

9:04pm

oo namna, exposure yun para sa mga kalaro nating bading

haha

9:04pm

hahaha

9:05pm

ako mahilig lang maglaro, pero wla wenta kakampi

hah

lagi taya

hah

e yung sipa?

nalaro mo?

9:05pm

hahaha

oo naman. :D

9:06pm

kaya ko lang dun braso e

sakin nga di ako makatatlo sa paa :))

tapos pag natutunan ung black magic sobrang saya na

:))

9:06pm

wahahaha

xmpre yun ang pinaka malupit e

haha

9:07pm

hahaha

9:07pm

wala na puro na dota bata ngyn

kakaumay

9:08pm

onga

tsk

paglaruin mo ng mga ganyan,mga kengkoy maglaro

amp

9:08pm

oo

dami nila napapalampas na magagandang bagay

kaya pag nagka anak ako di ko muna iintroduce ang computer sa kanaya

ipaparanas ko yung tumbang preso at piko

para masaya

maexperience nila

9:10pm

oo ako rin.kahit kami lang maglaro :))

9:11pm

oo naman

haha

syato

syaaaaaaattttooooooooooooooooo

ganyan

haha

palatandaan ng talo

haha

sigaw lang

9:11pm

hahaha

9:12pm

:D

Naisip ko tuloy, swerte parin ako, kasi naexperience kong maglaro ng mga larong kalye kumpara sa mga bata ngayon na masyado nang expose sa computer. Oo nga at masarap mag-computer, pero iba ang sayang maeexperience nila kung larong kalye ang lalaruin nila, may bonding ka sa kalaro mo, natututo kang makisalamuha, at iba ang liksi ng katawan. At sa mga ganitong pagkakataon mo masasabing ang sarap maging bata!


Kaya nga kapag ako nagkaanak, bago ko sya iexpose sa computer, ipaparanas ko sa kanya ano ang taguan pong, piko, sipa, dampa, patintero, tumbang preso, agawang base, langit lupa at syato. Ipaparanas ko rin sa kanya pano manghuli ng tutubi sa hapon, maghuli ng salagubang sa tag-ulan at magpalipad ng saranggola. Mga bagay na naranasan ko nung bata ako. Kaya nga "Ang sarap maging bata!" kasi simple joys are often the best.